That night I was released. Cameron insisted on coming home with me to make sure I would be ok. We walked into my house and I asked if he was hungry. We walked into the kitchen and opened the refrigerator. It was almost empty. I remembered emptying it out after I had one of my episodes. We decide to order a pizza. While we waited for it to get delivered we went upstairs. I was letting Cameron sleep in my moms room. I walked in and my cheeks were getting hot. I changed the sheets on the bed and told him to stay there while I got him some pillows. I grabbed some pillows from my bed and put pillows cases on them. I brought them to the room and Cameron went down stairs while I changed my clothes. The pizza arrived while I was walking down the stairs and when I went to give the delivery man the money Cameron pulled my hand away and he insisted on paying for it. We sat down at the counter and dug in. I haven't eaten this much in a month. It feels as if my body is about to be lifted into heaven as I take the first bite. Cameron is just sitting there, staring at me. I turn, look at him, and giggle. All of a sudden, I feel "something" inside. I have never felt this "something" before. I put my pizza down and lean over. I kiss Cameron on the cheek. Before I know it, we are already up the stairs.
