What Dreams May Come

Chapter Six

It is the last week of tour. I don't know where me and Vic stand. We are not even talking right now. I am pretty sure I never want to see his sexy face again. I am still moving to San Diego. In fact I am leaving today. I have some paper work to sign for the building I am buying for the kids. It is two stories and the top floor is going to be my apartment. It needs work but I will have a lot of help with that. I don't want to think about what happened with Vic. It is hard to avoid thinking about it because it is constantly in my face. I can't believe Vic cheated on me with his ex-girlfriend. She is still hanging around trying to get back together with him. Sure he had a few drinks, but he was not drunk enough to not know what he was doing. I thought he loved me apparently not. It is time for me to leave I already said goodbye to everyone that I need too. A knock on the door stops me before I reach the drivers seat. I open the door and Vic is standing there.

Em we need to talk.

I have nothing to say to you. I told you I never want to see you again. I meant it.

Then just listen to me.

Leave me alone Vic. We are over and nothing you say is going to change my mind. Please leave I need to leave.

She asked you to leave come on man Andy says. Neither one of us noticed him walking up.

I watch Andy leading Vic away before I close the door. I feel numb now. A feeling I will take over the hurt I have been feeling. I start the RV and start heading toward my new life without Vic.

It has been a week since I moved in, and I am currently staring down at a positive pregnancy test. I haven't talked to Vic since I left the tour. That was three weeks ago. I never wanted to see his face again now I have no choice. Vic has the right to know that he is going to be a father. Best thing to do is get this over with. After my doctors appointment I will bite the bullet and call Vic.

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I am staring down at the sonogram picture. I am two months pregnant. Taking a deep breath I dial Kellin's number.

Hello Emmy long time no hear.

Kellin I need to get a hold of Vic and I deleted his number.

You sound upset are you okay?

No I am not. I am not ready to face Vic again, but I have no choice.

Are you sick?

No I need to talk to Vic first.

Shit I got you. That really sucks if you don't want to get back with him.

I don't the sight of his face makes me sick to my stomach. I don't even listen to the band anymore because his voice makes me so mad I could beat the shit out of him. I do miss everyone else.

You know there can't be such strong emotions without love. Maybe one day the two of you can work everything out.

I don't think so Kellin. Can I please have his number?

Vic is with me. We are at the Mexican place across from that popular tattoo place. You know the one uhh it's called.

I know the one. I will be there in thirty don't go anywhere.

Things will get easier with time Emmy. I have your back if you need anything.

I know you do Kellin thank you. I hang up the phone and with a sick stomach I head toward the restaurant. Taking a deep breath I get out of the car with the papers the doctor gave me and head inside. I spot Kellin immediately. Vic's back is turned to me. I make a detour to the bathroom as I start feeling nauseated. I manage to not throw up every where now I am splashing cold water on my face before heading to face Vic.