I really don't care whether you read this or not, but it'd be nice if you did. Most of my friends pm'd me or text me and said "Do it!" So here it is...my thoughts (some funny/some serious), posters (most of the book) I think are damn hilarious, text...
Apparently this is the 200th chapter, the max wattpad allows for a book. Yeah...I'll do another randomness book. Why the fuck not? But to end this one I'll share something with y'all. Bear with me cause this is gonna get sappy thanks to my girl brain.
Many of y'all stood up for me when I went thru hell with my ex. I was gonna tag y'all, but I know I'd miss someone...and far be it for me to hurt anyone's feelings. Y'all know who you are, and I appreciate every single one of y'all. Some of y'all didn't even know who the fuck I was, and y'all still had my back. That truly means a lot to me.
Awhile back, somewhere in this book, I posted a pic of a quote I found online while I was crying my eyes out for weeks over my ex (uh huh...there's a lot of depressing girl brain shit...I know). Yeah, when my stupid fucking girl brain was attempting to drive me even more crazy than I already am. Since idefk which chapter it is, it basically said if you hold onto the past you could miss out on what's right in front of you...or something like that...idefk. Anyway, I found this one below that pretty much sums up the same point...
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Yep. That right there. That holds so much fucking truth it ain't even funny. So all of y'all that have been thru or are going thru hell with an ex, whether the ex is a guy or a girl, I'm still here for y'all to rant, vent, scream, cry, etc etc in pm. But...read those words up there in that quote. It took me a good min to realize how true it is. And I'm glad I realized it when I did or I would've missed out.
I would've missed out on meeting someone who is a fucking amazing guy. Someone who pretty much friendzoned himself in my life just to be a part of my life. Someone who isn't afraid to tell me how he feels about me. Someone who, despite being scared that I'm gonna kick his ass (and he knows I can), posts pics of me in his book and on his ig. Someone who's friends think we're crazy as shit. Someone who accepts my insecurities and my flaws because he knows those are parts of who I am. Someone I never imagined that I would come to care so much for when I first met him. So I dedicate this chapter to you, _Corrin_Kent_ and say thank you for making me realize that maybe I am worth something after all...thank you for making me smile again...and most importantly, thank you for loving me.
