Sadie's POV:
Once i got home i knew i had to lock all the entrances to the house. As i was running around i realized i was home alone so i decided to do something about my tragety of a life so i went to the bathroom and turned on the bath and made sure the drain was blocked. I heard a loud bang on the front door which made me jump. I went to the window to see Ryan in tears trying to get in. I wanted a hug so badly from him but he hurt me so i had to fight the urge to open the door. I went back upstairs and saw the tub was full enough. I turned the water off and went over to my room and found my secret stash of rasors and pills and other souicide stuff. I heard the door break down and i ran to the bathroom with the box. I closed the door and locked it. I undressed in just my underwear and bra and stepped in the water. All of my scars are now exposed the ones on my thai my wrists my ankles. Yes i cut my ankles i needed somewhere other than my wrists and thais. I brought the rasor to my wrist and i was shaking. I started to cut:
1 for being born
2 for being a girl
3 for dating a fuck boy
4 for falling for a fuck boy
5 for being Justin and Danny Blake's little sister
6 for being the cause for my dads death
7 for being the cause of my other dads arrest
8 for being having famous friends
9 for having a good body
10 for being me
After i did that on both wrists i heard the door open. I was surprised that i was able to block out all of the screaming Ryan was doing. I saw him and i wanted to make another cut so i made one more on each wrist in front of him. All of the rasors had blood stains on them already so he saw that it had been a while since i did this. I was now and crying. He picked me up and saw all of my like 50-60 scars on my body. He cleaned up the new ones and kissed them. He bandaged them. He was talking but i couldnt hear all i heard was ringing in my ears. He helped me into my clothes again and carried me bridal style and put me on my bed. I told him to leave. He looked sad but he left. I reached for my phone and i felt a sting but i grabbed it anyway. I texted my good friend Lucy (harrysight follow her i love her 💞)
*text messages*
S: hey 🙃
L: hola you good?
S: no, not really
L: what happened do i need to murder somebody?!
S: lol no Ryan cheated on me 😢
L: awe what happened?
S: he was kissing a girl who i dont know but i do know she was hot 😳
L: ouch im on my way... or do you want me to come over?
S: nah girl ill survive... i hope 😟
L: gotcha hey listen i am going to the mall with a few friends wanna come or do you wanna mope?
S: im good.
S: HEY I DONT MOPE... i wallow
L: uhu sure
S: 😝
*end of texts*
I was bored and sad so i invited my friends Daren, Angel, Derek, and Matthew. They all came over at the same time. We went up stairs and i forgot to put my souicidal sruff away so they walked in and saw it. They all broke down and i went to the bathroom after putting the stuff away. When i got out of the bathroom i saw the guys looking through the stuff. I knew i couldnt lie to them any longer. I decided to strip until i got to my under garments. I was now crying. Matthew now came over and hugged me. I have known them all for so long so that is why i am confortable with showing them my body. He brought me over to the bed and sat me down on Angel's lap so he can try and comfort me. I have known Angel the longest so i just asked if the others could leave because i wasnt comfortable with them because i was starting to get self causious. Angel took his sweater off and i saw he didnr have a shirt on...
Angel's POV:
I was tired and had the half naked Sadie on my lap so it was strange but i liked it. I know Sadie just broke up with Ryan but i really liked her so i am going to ask her out. Obvousily not yet because she just got out of a relationship... i think...
A/N: hey everyone im finally updating! After like a million years im updating this story and with new characters... the character reveal is the next chapter. So thats good i guess. But remember stay safe. Stay happy. And remember i love you.
