SONGS FOR THIS CHAPTER
In Distress(feat. Gesaffeistein)-A$AP Rocky
Run Boy Run-Woodkid
HARRY POV
HARRY POV
Loss is not something I haven't experienced, to be honest my whole life I have lost something. I lost my mother, I lost the one person I ever loved, I lost all the money my mom saved for my sister Gemma and I when our father blew through it to buy his precious alcohol. Losing something creates an emptiness in your life you feel like you can never truly fill, losing my mother was one of the hardest things life has thrown at me. Losing yourself though is something that is the hardest to find because once you go down that road digging yourself out of the endless pit could take your whole life.
"Harry I am heading to the doctors right now you better get up before you are late your first day of school,” Gemma said screaming from the kitchen of our tiny apartment. I groaned and looked over at the clock it read: 6:15, crap I thought, school is around a half hour drive from our tiny apartment so I need to head out in ten minutes because I have zero period.
I looked around the tiny room, our apartment has three rooms: my bedroom, Gemma’s bedroom and the strange combo of a kitchen and a living room in the front of the apartment room. The walls were all tannish colored and there were two windows in the whole apartment one large one on the side of the small living room and one tiny one in my room.
My room fits my bed and a small closet which had my five shirts and my two pairs of jeans with my leather jacket. Gemma and I are barely surviving on the amount of money we make, I work at a local tattoo shop and Gemma was a waitress but she has been getting very sick lately so she has been taking work off making me take extra hours at work to support us.
Our money is all gone, Dad disappeared with all the savings he drained from Gemma and I’s bank accounts, along with the money Mom left us in her will. I haven’t heard from the bastard in years, so yes we have been on our own for around four years now and I’m used to it. We don’t need our dad anyways all he ever did was beat us and drink, I just am concerned for my older sister she is begging to lose lots of weight and she can’t hold anything down for long.
I hope it is just a case of the flu, I really am worried though. I hear my sister close the door as I throw on a plain black t-shirt and a pair of darker jeans, i run my fingers through my curly brown hair not really caring if it looked good or not. Grabbing a bowl from the cabinet I place some Cherrios in it with milk and eat it fast, I run to the bathroom brush my teeth and grab the keys to my motor cycle. I loved the feeling of the cold foggy air whip against my face as I speed to school cutting off slow drivers and earning some annoying honks as I pass them by. “Stupid teenagers,” I heard a man hell as I cut him off I laugh because honestly at this moment I don't care what he thinks or what anyone thinks.
I ride into the school parking lot which I rather call five parking spaces due to it’s small size, and I hop off of my bike.I looked around the small school that I have been going to for a while now, the mix matched brick buildings and the small office are all faint due to the amount of morning fog. As I was taking off my helmet guess who had to show up, yes ladies and gentleman you guessed right Zac.
Listen to me clearly there is no one I hate more than him, he fooled my older sister Gemma into believing he loved her, had sex with her and then dumped her laughing in her face, did I also mention he took a video of them doing it and showed it to his buddies! Gemma was broken for months it took me about two months for her to even get out of the house she was so torn apart. “Styles, how are you little buddy, how’s your sister?” Zac said smirking at me, I clenched my fist, “Seriously fuck off,” I said glaring at him, “Oh is poor Harry still mad I fucked his sister? Does little Harry want to see the video?” Zac said in a mocking baby voice.
My body was shaking I couldn’t even see straight, calm down Harry don't let him get to you that little voice said in my head. “You know maybe if your sister wasn’t such a slut she wouldn’t have gotten herself into this position” Zac continued. That was the last word I could take from this bastard. My vision turned red and I lunged at him. He slammed me back against my car, the second I swung my fist; I twisted away from his grasp and slammed him down. I repetitively punched him in the jaw and the face until his nose started to bleed. “Harry STOP! You are going to kill him,” Niall said running towards me and pulling me off Zac.
It wasn’t till them that I felt my nose bleeding and my head pounding so much for adrenaline rush I thought. Niall yanked me away from the car, “Harry someone could have seen you fighting him! You were already on probation last year seriously you need to get your shit together” he said. Niall is a good lad he tries to help me keep my shit together but right now I still have anger ripping through my body and I’m too pissed to even talk to him. Niall pushed me through the office door; the warmth of the room was a huge contrast to the foggy outside weather.
“Harry” Mrs. Gilberts the office lady started, I tuned out her annoying rambling and looked at the girl standing besides her. I couldn’t believe my eyes, I was shocked no it can’t be her. I was so shocked I needed to stop staring at her she would notice soon. Her light brown hair framed her face, her dark brown eyes popped out against her skin, her pink lips stood out and her small body structure made her look frail. But at this moment right now I was so pissed at Zac, not even she could make me calm down. The judgment she held in her eyes made me really angry, why does she have to look at me like that. “What the hell are you staring at?” I said rudely glaring at the girl, at first I thought she was going to cry but instead she looked at me right in the eyes and said “Nothing I am impressed with,” she said with an equally vicious tone.
Then she stormed off out of the office door, I really didn’t know what to say Way to fucking go Harry, and way to make a good impression I thought to myself. Looks like it’s my lucky day. Niall just looked at me shook his head and followed after the girl, I have no idea why but that’s just Niall. “Harry go grab some ice and clean yourself up, you know where it is,” Mrs. Gilberts said, obviously the office is not somewhere that is unfamiliar to me, I actually probably have been in this office more than half the school staff.
After I cleaned up the cuts from the parking lot ground, and got myself some ice I looked at the clock. I have about three minutes to get to my first class. I headed out of the office, the foggy weather making my already naturally curly hair curlier and stick to the back of my neck. I looked at my schedule and I had biology first period so I headed to building B hoping to score a seat in the back. I have always been a back-of-the-room kind of guy, not really wanting to draw attention to the fact that I am either sleeping or texting during class.
*Ring* the dull sound of the bell rang, I watched little freshman sprint to their classrooms, its so lame how worried they are about getting in trouble I just shake my head. I entered the classroom, which was filing up with students, in the back corner I spot her, I decide it couldn’t hurt if I just sit next to her.
Author's Note: Heyyy I revised this chapter too!! Thanks for reading!! I'm sorry if my chapter are short but I will update everyday so I hope that makes up for it :) Please, vote comment and tell your friends to read:) I love you guys, does anyone have any song suggestions I could listen to next chapter?? Thanks again I love you guys so much!!! Stay crazy,beautiful and perfect!
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