Chapter 23

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Songs For This Chapter

BREATHE- TAYLOR SWIFT

REALIZE

ARMS- CHRISTINA PIERRE

JADE- EMBLEM 3

MEMOIRES- ONE DIRECTION 

 

CASSIE POV 

“I just got you back…I can’t lose you again…please don’t go,” The words echoed over and over again, I couldn’t stop thinking about them it haunted me. I remembered that first day when I saw him there was a familiarity of his green eyes, I knew he was angry because I could read his body like a book, why though, why is this boy so familiar to me. I swallowed hard as I felt him next to me, “What do you mean again Harry,” I said quietly, he avoided my eyes, I grew impatient, he seemed to be having a battle with himself internally. 

I shook my head “Harry either you tell me now or I’ll say my final goodbye,” I said chocking back sobs, he still didn’t respond I shook my head allowing the sobs to fall out of my chest as I turned around. “Because Cas, you were my girlfriend and we were in love,” Harry said to me as he pulled me to face him, the words sunk into my head. “I don’t believe you I would have remembered dating you, there is nothing you can do to convince me,” I said shaking my head yet again at his attempts to keep me here in the (still) pouring rain. 

“Then how come I know your first name is Cassidy but you made everyone think it was Cassie because you hated it. How come I know that when your mom left every night you would have nightmares. How would I know you roll your ankle when you lie or you bit your lip when you’re nervous? I know all of those things because Cassie we loved each other and I was your boyfriend,” Harry said looking me straight in the eyes pleading me to believe him.

My eyes formed tears, “Then how come Harry I don’t remember it,” I said crying, “The accident, you lost your memory,” he said obviously broken hearted.  Then all the sudden a boom of thunder filled the air, I shook in fear. I looked down at Harry’s hand, which was reaching out towards mine, he wore a ring, and it had an engraving on it. “8.12.11” it said, I touched it lightly. Everything hit me like a shot of lightening, the laughter, the kisses, the hugs, the tears, the yelling the screaming, the beach, the necklace, his lips, and the promise ring. Everything made sense, Jules’s reaction to Harry, her softness as she told me to give him a chance, the way I felt as if I knew him way longer than I “had”, the familiarity of his lips, everything. 

We sat on the beach, the night sky opened up revealing all of the beautiful stars that night. Harry pulled his arm around me showing me different constellations “That’s the big dipper over there,” he said pointing towards a group of stars. I shook my head letting him have the satisfaction of knowing something I don’t. “They are so beautiful,” I said to Harry snuggling into his body, “Not as beautiful as you, Cas,” he said, I rolled my eyes yet my heart fluttered at his cute attempt to sound romantic. Then he looked me in the eyes with a burning passion, “I love you,” he said cradling my face with his rough but perfect hands. I felt myself blush this was the first time he has said that to me, I knew I loved him back at that exact moment. “I love you too Harry,” I said to him, “Keep the too out, it sounds more like a ‘thank you and your welcome response’,” he said. I laughed, “I love you Harry,” I said then shut him up with my lips connecting with his. 

I shook myself out of the powerful flashback, I gasped and looked at Harry, all the memories flooding back. “I remember the time you gave me the necklace and the night you said you loved me,” I said just above a whisper. I smile broke through on Harry’s face as I said those words. “And Cas…what is your response,” he said waiting. I knew I loved him back then and I knew I loved him now, yes this may seem fast but the memories filled my mind reminding me I knew him for years. “I love you,” I said in the rain as the water blurred my image slightly.

He grabbed me and connected our lips fiercely, I kissed him as hard and passionately as I could, there was nothing gentle and sweet about this kiss. It was pure raw and passionate, burning everything in its way breaking down everything. His lips moved against mine in sync, I felt like I was in a movie, the perfect kiss, the girl realizes she loves the guy, just everything seemed to fit together like my life finally is not missing that one piece I always felt was missing. 

“I knew you would remember it, I never stopped loving you,” he said his lips creating goose bumps on my skin. I closed my eyes, the pure pleasure taking over me, soon I felt him dig the keys out of my pocket and open my car backing us up into my front seat (which was a bench seat due to the car’s old age). I felt him turn on the heater, his lips never leaving my skin.  He accidentally hit his head on the celling of my truck and we broke apart and laughed,I brought his lips back to mine; his tongue pushed though my lips battling with mine, (sorry for details but I’m kind of in the moment). I took off his soaking wet shirt having some difficulties getting it over his head so he threw the rest off his body,  as he removed my sweater, I tried to put my head down but ended up hitting my head against the driving wheel cause my horn to honk, “We are a mess,” I said laughing through the kiss.

“Yes,yes we are,” Harry said nibbling on my lip. Finally after another series of heads hitting objects in my car, and at one point hairs shoe getting caught in my car door, he ended laying on top of me, we continued to make out but not crossing that line…you know the sex line.

As he pulled away, I felt my swollen lips form into a smile “I love you Harry,” I said to him running my fingers through his tangled hair, “I love you Cas, forever and always I’m never letting you go,” he said to me putting a piece of hair behind my ear. We rested our foreheads on each other and gazed into each others eyes, I felt his eyes burning with the same love and passion that mine were, I felt as if my heart was going to explode. Guess the whole feeling like I was in a movie went away after about the third time I hit my head on the window of the inside of my car but in the same way everything felt perfect and safe. 

Author's Note- REVISED AND WAY BETTER AND LESS GROSS!! Sorry for the short chapter idk if it is anything really good.. I hope you liked this though!! Thanks for reading I appreciate it!! Stay perfect and take chances tell someone you love them!! COMMENT AND VOTE PLEASE!! It makes me soo happy when you guys comment and vote!! ok Love you all!!

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