Midnight Thoughts || EDITING

novem

my heart is screaming,
my soul is dying.
because you are my everything.

i'm fighting,
vying for your attention.
i try my best not to be jealous,
but my best wasn't enough.

you became close so fast,
while me?
you don't even bother giving me a glance.

i wish i have the same guts as her, she was so fearless.

how could she not be afraid? how could she ignore your charms and looks?
how?

maybe that's just how the world works.
maybe the one you want just isn't the one for you.