Midnight Thoughts || EDITING

for jonghyun, (a letter)

dear jonghyun,

Receiving the news that you're dead is painful and we've yet to accept this. We might not fully understand why, why you've commited suicide. But we will always remember you as the person who made us happy and who made us smile. You were an inspiration to every one of us. And as much as we are hurting,  we will not let our demons conquer us. You wouldn't want that would you? We hope that you're happy up there, and that you rest in peace, our angel Jonghyun.

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for those in pain,

For every person who is hurting out there, shawol or not. Who is grieving because of Jonghyun's death. I hope that you would not let your inner demons conquer you. You might think that no one cares, but actually there are people that care about you. There are people who love and cherish you. So please do not let this news change you for the worst. Let this news change you for the better. Jonghyun wouldn't want us to follow in the same footsteps as him. He wouldn't want us hurting. As do I, I don't want you hurting. I want you to be happy and be cherished. I want you to be loved. And I want you to live.

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From the bottom of my heart, i offer my condolences to Jonghyun's family and his friends. You tried and did everything you can, we do not blame you. Maybe this was just Jonghyun's fate, maybe now, he will be free.

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rip jonghyun, you will forever be loved.