I Never Wanted This

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I walked out the main door after Tyler had left. it seems my secretary had left. I walked out to my car to head don to a corner store, just to buy fags. As I drove, I noticed people gathering, I got to the store and noticed cameras flashing as people asked for me to sign shit. I bought the fags while getting bombarded by fans. I still remember what that cashier said. "You look dead, like the kids, the kids that gave up. you don't want to be where you are, do you?" Those word ran through my head. -"You don't wanna be where you are, do you?"

 After an hour I made it back to the office and my secretary still gone...what a new face. I wonder if Tyler noticed id been gone...I walked back around the building and lit a cig, taking long drags and letting that cashiers words run through my head. "You look dead, like the kids-" That night was hard to fall asleep. "-The kids that gave up-"