I Never Wanted This

5

I sat on the edge of my bed. My wife was already in bed, asleep. I walked out of our room and headed down the stairs. Living in an apartment was a personal chilhood dream as I grew up across the U.S. I couold stay ouside as my adress hadnt been revealed yet. "You've made it this far boss, what makes you wanna quit?" I lit my second fag. "You gotta make big mistakes to get bigger." I lit a third. "You look dead-" I sat on the ground. "Like the kids, the kids that gave up." Here comes the tears...why do I continue?