I was sitting down trying to count all the cuts i had. They were fading away and i promised my boyfriend i've had for almost a year i wouldn't cut anymore. He told me someone as beautiful as me shouldn't have to worry about the bullshit that's said about me. He grabbed me by the waist and pulled me closer then kissed me. He told me to stay strong and then he left. I asked myself if it wouldn't matter if i did one more cut. I did one more and it lead to one after another. I cried so hard and ran into the bathroom and hopped in the shower. I was balling and wondering if i should give up. As i was making a decision all that was going through my head was what was Anthony going to say. Anthony is the name of my boyfriend. I knew he would be mad if he figured out i had been cutting. He'd be furious . I got out of the shower and messaged him " Hey, babe i made a mistake. " he messaged me back immediately " What did you do Princess? " all i could do was tell him to come to my house. He showed up and i showed him the cuts. I saw tears running down his face. He told me i shouldn't be doing this. He kissed my arm and told me to never do it again. I kissed him and told him that he wouldn't get what i'm going through but, i'll try my best to stay strong. I fell asleep in his arms while he was stroking my hair. He woke me up accidentally when he was leaving. He told me to go back to sleep and that he'll see me in the morning. I went to sleep and awoken the next morning.
