After the whole breakfast in bed with anthony. He told me he didn't want to ever catch me cutting. I made a promise that i have to keep. He kissed me on the forehead before he left. Once he left i locked the door and went back to sleep . It was the end of spring break and there was school the next day. I didn't finish any of my homework. I threw my bag on the bed and emptied it. I did my homework and finished it. By the time i finished it , it was time for supper. I ate and ran to the bathroom to brush my teeth and take a shower. After my shower i dried off and put in clothes. I texted Anthony telling him that i was sorry i didn't text him all day and that i was really busy. I told him i was going to bed and that i loved him.
The next day it was Monday. I woke up, ate breakfast, brushed my teeth, and got ready for school. On my way to the bus stop i saw a note on my front door. It was from Anthony. It said "i love you and i'll see you at school. I have a surprise for you." I ran to the bus stop and waited for the bus but , something wasn't right. Something wasn't how it was normally. The girl who always sat by herself and had perfect attendance her whole life. Was gone. I thought 'she might be really sick' . I got to school and saw notes in my locker. "I love you baby." The notes read. I was still wondering about the girl. No one really noticed she was gone . A couple days passed and she still wasn't on the bus. I hadn't seen her at school. She was getting bullied the week before because , how she looked and what music she listened to. On friday i got off the bus and went to the girls house. She lived 5 houses down from me. Her dad answered the door. He was in shabby clothes & her mother wasn't the best looking. They were both very pale. I asked if their daughter was home and the started crying. I asked if they were alright and they just cried more. They invited me inside. Her dad was whipping the tears off his cheeks and her mom was just letting it all out. We sat down and talked about their daughter. Her dad started off with " well , as you know. Rebecca wasn't the coolest girl anyone knew. She was an outcast. No one seemed to like her. She hated herself because, everyday people would tease her about her life style. I'm so happy some one noticed she hasn't been here. I wish she would have known someone actually does know she was alive. Rebecca couldn't take it anymore and she just snapped. She took the rope from the shed and hung herself in the basement. She was an angle. She was my princess. She was my pride and joy. I woke up every morning just to know she was safe. Now , i don't feel like waking up in the morning. My life doesn't have meaning without her. She was a daddy's girl. " Rebecca's mother agreed as her dad sniffled and sighed. He then showed me my way out and said "thank you for caring." As i heard what they were going through. I knew then and there i should never take my life and no one else should think about taking their own.
