I saw his face and a big plate of food. He smiled and said "Good Morning Princess." I was flattered and had the biggest smile on my face. He said "Eat up." I giggled because, of the face he made after he said that. He looked at me and moved my hair out of my face. He smiled and kissed my forehead. He said "You are the most beautiful girl i have ever seen. I want to spend a while with you and possibly the rest of my life. You're the only one i can think of having a future with. The kids we'll have. The memories we'll make. I want all of that with you. A future. You're all that i want. Please stay strong. Stay with me." I smiled and hugged him with tears running down my face. I looked up and told him "I love you with all my heart and don't want to give up on what's to come." He smiled and walked out of the room and grabbed something. Walked back into the room and shouted "Surprise." I saw half of what was behind him before he showed me a big stuffed bear. He had spread his old spice Cologne on it to smell like him. I held it tight and sobbed. The smell of him made me cry because, all i thought about when i was in the shower was if he'd be furious. He wasn't mad. He was worried. That moment i smiled and grabbed him and started telling him that he's my superhero. Without him i wouldn't be here anymore. I grabbed all my blades from my drawer. Rapped them in paper towel and, flushed them down the toilet. I promised i'll never cut again. So, i have to keep that promise. He is my end and my beginning. I love him so much. That i couldn't just leave him to suffer. He's the one i wanna spend my life with. He's the only one that makes me happy.
