dear Boyf riends

"My Brain is gonna Freaking explode"

Jeremy POV

After a well made dinner made by my new mom. Nothing's really changed. Except for My dad being cocky around my step mom like how Michael gets cocky when he listens to bob Marley. We are surely gonna have difficulties through out this whole new life style.

FAST FORWARD TO THE NEXT DAY // BACK TO FUCKING SCHOOL.

I lean my back at my chair waiting for my porno to load. It became a habit of mine to watch it in 6:30 in the morning. I don't really know if it's a bad habit nor i doubt its a good habit. my alarm chimes from my clock at exactly 7 am. I put my shirt, Pants and my bag with the word Boyf  Written on top with black permanent marker. And i head out. i didn't really expect a proper breakfast anymore. So it surprised me when Step mom, Dad, And Evan sat properly in the Dining table. We never really used it before. Speaking of dining table, We never used it cause my dad cant cook. He cant even put his pants on before. Glad He's making progress with his life. Before i turn the doorknob mom stops me.

"Wanna eat Breakfast Jeremy?" she asks. i hang a left and walk to the table and carefully sit right beside Evan. Mom serves me pancakes and orange juice. I hold my fork with my right hand and a butter knife on the other. I didn't even know we still had utensils. I guess i don't know we still had hope for fuckin' brand new life. 

After breakfast, I wait on the bus stop. Instead of a bus stopping right in front of me. Michael's PT cruiser stops in front of me. I hop in the passenger seat and we storm of to school.

At school. I remember trying to not have any eye contact with any of the popular peers. Jake, Brooke, Chloe, Christine, Jenna, And rich waved and said Hi. It feels weird to be able to this shit while being chill. It feels Un-Normal. But i cant blame. Christine is my friend. I used tor like her but finding out she's Bi our relationship turns to becoming friends only, And I'm cool with it. I bump Evan and Jared on my way to my class and they seem lost. I asked for his class schedule.

"Hmm.. Chemistry? Oh, Walk down the hall and turn left than another left then the second door you see. BOOM! chemistry class. Ps. Its very boring." i hiss. They both laugh awkwardly and walk away. Michael dragged me to History. He knows That place is living hell for me. And i definitely don't dread going there because i stayed up night watching cable porn rather than reviewing. 

After i casually guess my way through out the whole test me and Michael goes to the cafeteria. Jake waved us over to sit with him but we declined it so we could eat with Evan and Jared. Their awkwardly sitting in one corner beside a window. Evans tapping on the window and Jared's sipping a slushie. And Michael eats his Megi-Maki roll. 

Evan stood up and asked Michael to show him the way to the bathroom. While i'm stuck here with a socially awkward Jared. 

"H-Hi.. Ireallylikeyourbag."