No-one sees the real me,
The person longing to be free.
To live without this pain and regret.
How I long to just leave and forget.
I hide behind barriers and fences,
Using my false smile & laughter. (my defences)
Only allowing people to see what I want them to.
Two people buried deep inside, splitting me in two.
I wish I could explain the pain I feel.
Hurting me, deep within, festering wounds I cannot heal.
My whole being collapsing, soul imploding,
My personality slowly ebbing away, painfully eroding.
