The Chosen Heart II (m.t)

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Flashback

"Aera is at your house now.. She don't want to come with us.. she said she miss the house and decided to stay there for a few days and she told me that she want to wait you to come back to the house.." Jinyoung said to Mark.

"What? How can you let her alone in the house? What if something bad happening to her?" Mark said a bit shocked."Me and Jaebum already told her that but you know her right? She's stubborn.." Jinyoung said again.Mark just sighed a long deep and shook his head.

MARK POV

After Jinyoung told me that Aera was alone in our house.. I was really worried.. I can't stop thinking of her and our baby too.. "What if something bad happen to her? What if she get tired and passed out alone? What will she eat if she stayed there?" I keep questioning myself.

"Argghh !! My Aera can't be alone !! She can't get sick because of me !!" I shouted to myself and grabbed my car keys and drove straight to our house.. I parked the car far from our house because I don't want Aera to know that I was there..

I moves my head up and down ,left and right through the glass window in our house.. but then I saw Aera was walking upstairs through a part of opened curtain.. "Maybe she' s going to sleep.. good.. now I can get in the house.." I said to myself.. I felt like a thief that trying to steal my own wife from my house..

Then I quickly ran on my feet towards my car.. I opened the front drawer to find my spare house keys.. It was dark and I keep on searching the keys .. it feels like I'm wearing a blindfold.. "Auchh shit !!?" I cursed after my fingers got cut from the razor that I kept in there... I think ? But I just endured the pain and finally I found my key..

I ran back to my house and stooped infront of the front door for a while to take a breath.. "Wheeww.." Then I slowly opened my house and stepped lightly inside.. I'm trying not to make any sound and went upstairs slowly.. I twisted the door knob very silently and titled my head a little to see Aera.. "She's sleeping" I said in my heart..

I get in the room while tiptoe and looked at Aera.. I smiled looking at her and I looked at her stomach too.. "Baby.. your father is here.. Hi !!" I said to myself.. I come closer to Aera and sat on my knees facing her face.. I studied her innocent face.. "I'm sorry honey.. I was wrong.. I'm really sorry.. I really miss you babe.." I drops my tears admitting that I'm the one who's guilty..

I pulled the comforter slowly and covered her and my baby too.. "You must be cold right?" I smiled looking at her.. I just really miss her.. I keep on smiling while looking at my wife.. there was a  really long time after our divorce and my heart feel so much hurt since the day..

After I took a long time looking at Aera , I went back to my car and locked my house back.. I looked to the watch on my hand..
"3:47 a.m" I slept in my car that night and I did the same things at the other night too.. I don't want Aera to see me because I'm not ready to face her after all I did to her.. I'm such a useless husband , stupid , jerk !

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