I stopped thinking you were a good person
A long time ago.
you are cold blooded
Nothing can touch you,
No one can know you.
But me.
Your soul and my soul were sisters.
We once shared similar pains.
And i learned to love you for it.
But we have been separated and our mirror souls have changed to different things.
I turned to healing, and you turned to pain.
you hurt people now
You've hurt me.
Although, you do not hurt me the way you hurt others.
pain is pain, no matter how strong or how weak.
I don't know why you are like this,
But
I have let you be yourself.
Have you seen what is has cost me?
You did what I knew you would.
I am no exception to your ways.
each time you make me bleed more and more.
Are we not friends?
Why do you treat me like this?
I want to move on.
I want to find someone to heal me.
I am tired of remembering the pain I have gone through for you.
I have gotten to a point where I am so weak and so exhausted.
I tried bringing you back into my life.
Several times now. And you ignore me.
I want to give you a chance so that you can heal me at least once.
But we've past your second chances. And your third chances.
I want you to know that
Your words have pierced through my skin and they settle in my chest.
And your silences fill my mind and I can not sleep at night.
I ask myself daily, am i not good enough?
You are not the only one living in pain.
I am like you again.
You would never know though.
You will never know.
I will never let you know me this way again.
I'm sick of dissapointments.
I have to accept this now. I'm sure you have accepted it as well.
I haven't lost a friend,
I've lost a sister soul.
