I can not think right anymore
My mind is a mirror to your thoughts
I have loved many people
I am torn in between many paths
but I still yearn to find you.
Which path should I look through today?
Will I find you this time?
Where have you gone?
Why did you leave me?
I know that
I deserve the love I give others
But it satisfies me to see them better
No one thanks me
And I am not remembered when they are well
This is the work of a healer
A healer, who herself will not be healed
I have searched the earth for the answers to their questions
But I have lost myself on the way
Who searches for my answers?
Who searches for the pieces that I have lost?
I have not met someone to heal me
Is there someone else like me?
I have grown too desperate for attention
For guidance
For a friend
For a stranger
For someone
For something
This is what loneliness has done to me
I do not even know who I am anymore
