tbh, i feel like I'm too nice to be treated with respect. i'm friendly to friends, family, and basically everyone, but i feel like some take advantage of it. not just to me, but anyone whose done the same.
it's kinda like a pattern i've witnessed/experienced recently that i can't comprehend. a lot of people i know use my kindness for their own greedy pleasures. they like to use me for all their problems without caring for mine.
i don't let it get to me tho, most of the time i laugh it off because it's too embarrassing to cry in front of someone for as stupid of a reason as that.
the other day, i was singing and trying to have a good day because it was already pretty sucky, and a girl i know told me to shut up. i just nodded my head, ran straight to the restroom, and cried.
you see? i'm kind to people like that, and they treat me like a dog. maybe it's my fault because i let people like that step all over me, but whatever.
people who do care, thanks.
