tbh, yes. my thoughts scare the sh*t outta me. they say things and make me want to do things that terrify me such as cut myself or commit suicide. of course i've never attempted that, but it's still nerve-wrecking.
during the summer, i dreaded every day i stayed alone at my house. when you're by yourself with no friends or family to contact, your mind begins to swarm with negative feelings. the weight of it all begins to consume you.
i never want to be alone again
