You would think that after a guy that you live with confesses his undying love for you and you sit there like a statue and don't answer, that you wouldn't be friends anymore and he would hate you for all eternity.
Wrong wrong wrong. All very wrong.
He'll continue things just the way they were because everyone knows you're in denial and you know deep down that you're way to scared to admit you have feelings for anyone but yourself even if the guy who loves you is ABSOLUTELY FUCKING PERFECT and you are stupid.
God I hate myself sometimes.
As you can tell my life sucks right now. Its been four weeks without my mom and a week since sober Wes told me he loved me. But I mean, love is just such a strong word so, does he really?
But then again this is Wesley James Andrews, the boy who's never liked a girl long enough too love and know her. So, I should believe him and tell him how I feel.
Wait, i don't even know how I feel!
Maybe I should just talk to someone who knows him better. Not Jase. Tucker. Yep that's where were going.
I grab my keys off the counter and make my way to the front door. Yes I'm leaving the house. What a shocker. When I went back to school people looked at me like they'd seen a ghost. So many people were pitying me and I just didn't want it.
I get into the car and grief rushes over me like a river. It does every time I get into the car. My mom is all I can really think about.
I shake it off and drive to Tucker's house. The older boys are on some annual camping trip for the weekend with Mike. I get there and get put of the car debating whether or not i should keep going or simply turn around. Nope you're going.
I walk up to the door and knock hesitantly. The door swings open and Tucker stands there in ll his glory. confusion spreads over his face.
"Haylee?"
"Hey Tucker I really need to talk to you." I say letting myself in.
"Yeah, just come on in." he says closing the door.
I walk further in the house and sit on his couch, tapping my foot rapidly. "So it's about Wes."
"Okay." he says.
"So it was the night of your party-"
"Haylee that was a month and a half ago."
"Shut up and let me talk." I scold him. he holds up his hands in defense and gestures for me to continue. "It was the night of your party. Wes was insanely drunk to the point where I had to carry him. We were in the car and he was blabbering on and on about something and then out of the blue he said he loved me. I asked him if he remembered anything and he said no. So I asked him about a week ago and I told him everything he said and he said it was all true. Then things just went back to normal."
"I never thought he'd do it." Tucker mutters.
"Do what?"
"At the party literally all he was talking about was you Haylee. We could all tell he had some kind of thing for you but we didn't know he'd own up to it. Whatever he told you was one hundred percent true." He says.
I sigh and put my face in my hands. "I can't love him. I barely love myself Tucker."
"Haylee look at me." Tucker says. I look up at him. "Do whatever your heart tells you."
Yeah Tucker it's a lot harder than you think.
***
"Gia?"
"Yes Haylee?" she answers as she continues to make dinner while we both wait
"Why did you let me stay here?" I ask.
She stops what she's doing and smiles at me. "You're an amazing girl. You complete our family. I love you like my own daughter. I wouldn't want you to be somewhere you don't want to be."
I smile at her. "I love how you act like a mother towards me."
"I love acting like mother towards you." She says with a smile before enveloping me into a bear hug.
I hear the front door slam. "They're here."
Wes, Jack, Ryder, Jase and Mike all come in, looking disgusting. They're laughing at something.
"Hey boys." Gia says giving Mike a quick kiss.
"Hey mom." The boys say in unison.
"How was the trip?" She asks.
"Same how of is every year." Jack says.
"So awesome." Ryder says. He walks over to Gia and looks over her shoulder. "What are you making?"
"Chicken, now go take a shower you all smell." Gia says swatting him away.
The boys run upstairs with Jack and Jase arguing over who's using their bathroom first. Ryder rolls his eyes and mumbles something about being lucky he has his own room and bathroom. Wes looks over at me and smiles.
"I'll be right back." Gia announces.
Wes walks over to me and corners me into the counter. "I missed you kitten." He says seductively.
My breath catches in my throat and I can't speak.
He places a hand at the nape of my neck and twirls the baby hairs around his finger while gazing at me in the eyes. "I'm waiting for you to stop being in denial kitten."
"O-of what?" I stutter.
He smirks. "Of your feelings."
Haylee Fields your heart is literally screaming yes. Just say it. Day it Haylee.
"I... I have no clue what you're talking about." I say straightening myself up.
He raises an eyebrow. "Come with me." He says pulling me towards the back door.
"Wes what are you doing?" I ask as he closes the back door.
He stands in front of me and holds my arms. "Look up."
"Wes I'm hungry."
He rolls his eyes. "Just look up."
I groan but do what he says .I look up at the sky and see dozens of shooting stars. Each one flies by so quickly.
"Oh my god." I say in awe.
"I know right? We saw the meteor shower last night too." He says.
I laugh a little still gazing up at the stars. "This is amazing."
He doesn't say anything but I can feel his eyes on me. I look back at him and realize how close we are. "You're amazing."
"Wes.." I breath out before his lips connect with mine.
He wraps his arms around my waist as mine slip around his neck pulling him closer. He pulls back and rests his forehead on mine.
"I love you Haylee." He says, his eyes closed.
"I-" say it. "I..." Say it Haylee. "I l-" GOD DAMNIT HAYLEE SAY IT!!
I love you
"I like you"
***
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Jugendliteratur"Wesley..." I say in a low voice. He starts laughing so hard that he's crying. I grab two eggs and throw them both at him. They both hit his chest. "What the hell Haylee!?" he yells and it's my turn to laugh now. "Karma's a bitch." I say with a sh...