Bad boys and badder girls. g.d

The day after

I wake up in my bedroom with barely any memory of the night before

I sit up and rub my eyes.

Omfg

I had sex with Grayson Dolan

I look out my window and see he's not there

Surprising since it's Saturday morning.

I get up and instantly feel my inner thighs sore. I take a shower. I pop some Advil into my mouth hoping to make my head hurt a little less

I brush my hair and put on some sweats and a crop top

I make my way downstairs to get some cereal and orange juice because I'm starving

I walk downstairs and sit down. I didn't cover my bruises with makeup this time mainly because the people that give me them know why

I guess I don't have to hide here

I sit at the table and eat my food in complete silence. The sound of cereal crunching

Ding dong.... ding dong

I get up and walk towards the door. I look through the peephole and see Ethan standing there with a pizza and a awkward look on his face

Well fuck

I quickly run upstairs and change into an over sized hoodie and some sweats

I run back over to the door and open it

"Hey y/n, um I was just wondering u know since like um were like friends, you might want pizza ?" He said with a nervous smile

"Ahah ya sure, why not" I say with a smile knowing I could use some company. I open the door and Ethan walks in

We sat down and started to watch a movie. It was honestly quiet enjoyable and Ethan is a really fun person

We ate up the pizza and after the movie we went up to my room to just talk

I layed down on my bed and Ethan sat down on it it, leaning against the headboard

We were just talking until we heard the door slam shut downstairs

"Fuck" I say

"Who's home?" Ethan asks getting up

"Get in the bathroom" I say to him

We both rush into the bathroom and I lock the door. I turn on the shower and sit on the floor

Ethan sits down next to me and I can feel his eyes looking at me

"Whats going on" he asks quietly pushing a strand of my hair behind my ear

"Shh" I say and I stare up into his eyes

"Where the fuck are you bitch?!?" I hear from outside

"I-I'm just taking a sh- shower dad" I say stuttering

Ethan furrows his eyebrows at the door

Well this is gonna be fun to explain

"Hurry up I had a bad day at work" he says with anger

I hear my bedroom door slam shut and I wait until I hear heavy footsteps going downstairs

Thud thud thud

I get up and turn of the shower. Ethan stands up with me as we unlock the door and go into my room

"Yo-you um have to leave Eth-Ethan" I say stuttering unintentionally

"Why the fuck did he call you a bitch?!" He says anger laced in his words

"Don't worry about it but please get out" I say controlling my stutter and motioning towards the window

"You need to explain to me later" he said and jumped out of the window and walked his way back to his house

I shut the window and lay back in my bed

My dad came to my room later that night..

I got ready to go to sleep. I sat at my dresser and opened my drawer that I kept my rubber bands in

I saw the blade I used to cut myself

I've been clean for 8 weeks now. Tears started to roll down my cheeks and I don't even realize they were there in the first place

I pick up the blade. My hands shook

"No I can't do this again" I whisper to myself

I don't tie my hair up. I just collapse on my bed and go to sleep

I spent the Sunday just hanging out and crying to myself. I woke up on Monday morning

I get up and start to get ready for school.

I wear a cute grey croptop and some black tights paired with some runners and my hair up in a messy ponytail

I grab my bag and make my way to school

My parents were gone on a cruise all week so I wasn't gonna have o deal with there annoying asses

I walk into the school and went to my locker

I tried my best to avoid Ethan and I think Grayson did his best to avoid me.

I didn't see him after the party and oddly enough I was kinda disappointed

I finally saw him and we made I contact. I saw his jaw clench nervously before I saw Ethan turn around next to him.

Ethan saw me and tried to run up to me before I could run away but it was too late.

I walked to my locker and took out my books

I started to walk towards my first period class until I was pulled into the janitors closet and kissed passionately.

Heavy breaths came out of my mouth and so did they for the other person

I look up and see the greenish hazel eyes of Grayson Dolan

"Fuck, I've been craving u" he says in a breathless whisper

I stay silent not knowing what to say. I thought he was avoiding me. I guess not

"Let's make a deal"