That Kiss (Zelo & Sehun fanfic)

Broken

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After that day, I rejected all his calls, ignored his text messages and I didn't even eat for the whole day. I had no appetite, yeah you can say I was trauma because I really do, but that isn't the point. I don't even know why i am doing this, why I'm ignoring his calls, and so on, but the fact that actually I'm not really angry at him and in fact I was enjoying it makes me fustrated and confused.

It makes me.... somehow..

flustered....

and sexually fustrated?

Wait wait, actually I do and I'm still mad at him for being so harsh but somehow somewhat I was enjoying it........

ok what the fuck Hyo Won, get your brains together.

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I didn't come to school this morning, because I didn't want to see his face ever again. I've been ignoring him 3 days straight now and yes I was quite disappointed that we couldn't celebrate our 1 year anniversary together and also, he didn't make any decisions or whatsoever to come over to my house to at least apologise and i might change my mind.

but nah, too bad.

It's Saturday, I want to get some fresh air.

I took my hoodie and fbt shorts out of my closet and wore them. I tied my hair into a messy bun because I was that lazy to even dress up.

I went to the nearest shop and pampered myself with some chocolates and snacks and ate them on the way to the park. I fished out my earpiece from my pocket and plucked it in my ears. Sigh, it was so peaceful..... until then.......

wait.

'Is that... Sehun? Who the fuck is that girl? Why is she there? Why are they.... why are they kissing...?'

It was unbelievable. I rubbed my eyes for several times but yet I see the same thing over and over again. What the hell? He has been cheating for all this while? Behind my back? I'm confused?

I quickly walked towards them and dragged the girl away. By then, I was already furiously mad, I have no words to desribe how angry I was.

'Out of my sight, bitch,' I whispered to her.

After she went away, I turned my gaze to Sehun. I smiled teasingly, and grabbed his hand and immediately walked to my house.

I will fucking show him how much it hurts.

Thank god I was already wearing fbt shorts so I looked a bit appealing for him. I smirked at that thought. Oh well.

Within a few minutes we were already at my house. Without further ado, I pushed him on my bed. I will show him, the other side of me that he wouldn't even want to see. I will be so mean, meaner than anyone else when it comes to this. Fuck it, i'll be the meanest of all.

I tied his both hands to my bed, so he was hand-less now. I smirked. I slowly climbed the bed and made my way to sit on his crotch. I could totally feel his erection growing. Oh god I'm enjoying this, but I can't, it was supposed to be a pay back.

Once i came back to my senses, I looked at his face- a struggling with pleasure face.

Oh, I will make you cry Oh Sehun. You will regret that you did this to me.

I slowly trail my fingers from his neck, slowly to his chest... abs... and finally the crotch area. I leaned over him and whispered 'You will regret everything Sehun, everything.' and licked his earlobe. I started to give him light kisses on the neck. With my free left hand, I start to tease his erection for a bit. I pulled the zip off slowly, and i start to touch his clothed member. It was standing straight, proud, just like Sehun himself.

I took out his boxers off, and went to touch his hard member and some precum at the tip. I looked at him and smirked, before licking off some and heard Sehun moaned.

Yes, an achievement. Just you wait Oh Sehun.

I start to lick from his testicles to the tip and just to hear Sehun moaned louder this time.

'Hy-Hyo Won.. I'm sorry, can you j-just releas-sed me..'

I went to sit on his abs and shut him up with the roughness of my kiss, and that kiss totally explains how mad and angry I am towards him. How cruel he is to cheat behind my back, he didn't fucking make an effort to come to my house and apologise but instead making out with other girl in the park. Fuck you sehun fuck you. I slipped my tongue in him, not because I wanted to explore the 'greatness' in his mouth, but to set his mouth on fire and somehow tell him that I am very very very angry and disappointed in him.

I pulled out and I was already breathing heavily. I didn't realise that I was crying at the same time too. I looked at Sehun, I looked at myself, I don't even know what i'm doing. Why am I doing this? Am i insane? Or am i... am I too crazy for his love? Why the need to cheat on me?

'Sehun.. why do you have to cheat on me...?' I said as my voice cracked. My vision is already blur because of the tears.

'Hyo Won.. it's not what you think.. she was there for me and she kinda helped me to go through my problems for these 3 days...'

'Oh, so you just met her and you're already so called in love with her? lol ok. have fun alright, fuck you,'

I wiped my tears away, and released him from the ropes.

'get out. We're over.'

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ok hi guys!!! im sorry i haven't updated much, because of school and stuffs, this was just a random thought tho, but yeah , i hope you guys enjoyed it yay! :-)

don't forget to comment and vote alright? have a nice day ahead :-)