That Kiss (Zelo & Sehun fanfic)

Why am I feeling this way?

It's unbelievable, but I went to school this morning. What a sight seeing all the teachers and my schoolmates after not seeing them for.. 2-3 weeks? Oh well. I'm quite looking forward to seeing Sehun and his girlfriend anyway.

I walked to my locker to put some stuffs in and get ready for the upcoming classes I have. Thank God that bitch isn't the same class as me and Sehun. The thing is, I'm not even mad. I'm not jealous or anything. I'm just fustrated at myself? How can he act so so so so damn fine after what we had been through for 1 year, like as if all we did was nothing. Like our love that we had built was nothing. And I'm here still not over him. How can he move on so fast? Or perhaps.. he has been keeping this secret for quite a while now?

Ugh, pathetic. I have to move on no matter what. For my sake, my brother's and Zelo's.

Coincidentally, little did I know, Sehun's new girlfriend's locker is just beside mine. I tried not to stare, but to no avail.

I took a proper glance, and god knows what I'm thinking. I'm not even fucking surprise if Sehun fall for her, I mean, her eyes are sparklingly shiny, her hair falls messily on her shoulders, but still looks incredibly stunning. Man, if I were to stand beside her and compare myself with her, I would be a freaking potato.

She walks away and I sigh. I feel so insecure... I open my locker again and then came a group of students around my age and crowd around me. One of them was Hara, and she approach me.

'Yah Hyo Won, where have you been?' Ah jinjja, you never want to call me do you? You wouldn't know how worried I was. I tried to go to your house but nobody went to open the door! If I could kill you now, I would! You have a best friend for a reason Hyo Won, ah you really make me pissed.' Hara hugged me tightly and pinched my arm several times.

I sigh. It wasn't that I didn't want to call her, but things had been hectic for the past few weeks and believe it or not, I literally forgot about her. (laughs)

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It was break time. Hara and me went to the cafeteria and started to queue up. I feel that this is the perfect chance to explain everything to Hara as to why I was gone for the past weeks.

'Hara, the reason I didn't come-' , before I could speak finish, Hara cut me off.

'I know Hyo Won, I know. Well that being said, fuck that di*khead. If killing wasn't a crime, Sehun would be dead now. Wow, I was shocked like hell. And guess what Hyo Won, I'm not making things up nor trying to make the situation worse, but when you were absent, there were rumours about Sehun and his girlfriend. ... They actually have hung out since 3 months ago. I didn't know it was true, until his girlfriend herself, admitted to it. And the fact that Sehun didn't do anything to deny it... God, my bestfriend, you must have it hard. I..' she hugs me again.

Hah. I knew it. I knew. I thought it was totally absurd that Sehun fell in love with that bitch after knowing her for 3 days? No wonder he started to act differently towards me. He rather spent his days at home than went out on dates with me. 'spent his days at home' probably means that he went out with that bitch.

I was totally caught up in our conversation when suddenly i bumped into someone and my tray of food fall onto her.

My eyes opened wide when I saw Sehun's girlfriend in front of me.

'Ottokhae!! Yah Hyo Won! Don't you have eyes to see?! My expensive dress... you have to repay it!'

'Excuse me? I have to repay it? I have to buy it for you? I think you have asked that wrong person, stealer.'

The cafeteria was already silent. People are staring. The voices heard were only mine and hers.

'Did you just call me stealer? Oh, I understand, you call me stealer because you lost Sehun to me, right?' She said, with the bitchy tone.

'Ah, I didn't know you were that smart. Well well, I don't acknowledge the fact that I lost Sehun to you. It was you who stole Sehun from me. There are many fishes in the sea, why must you steal mine? Oh I know, because you are a s-t-e-a-l-e-r. And you just asked me to repay you? Oh my Jesus, you asked the wrong person dear. Have you forgotten that I'm the queenka of the school? You sure have some guts darling. And I'm rich. So baby, please shut your mouth and clean this place up, bitch.'

I smirked, and walk away. I swear this took a lot of courage from me but I know that this was the perfect thing to do.

'Oh, and one more thing, I can be the most kindest person you will ever know, however I can be the most meanest person too,' I never felt so cool before.

People start to cheer for me in the cafeteria and I feel some sort of superior.

'Please do not forget that I'm the kingka of the school too, Hyo Won.'

I know that voice. Sehun.

I turned my body and face Sehun.

'Go away Sehun, you are a fucking cheater, you jerk. You are on the same level as that bitch too, you two can go to hell.'

I took the orang juice from Hara that was standing beside me and splashed it onto Sehun.

Jeering could be heard from the cafeteria and I walked out from the cafeteria. Zelo came up behind me and ruffled my hair. I chuckled.

'My baby girl has grown,' Zelo said, barely audible.

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School has ended. Zelo has just asked whether he could walk me home and I said yes, so apparently I'm walking with him now. It's kinda... awkward. I don't know what to say.

Silence filled the air until we reached my house.

'Um, Zelo, we are here, so... I'll see you tomorrow? Have a good rest.' I said while smiling at him.

I slowly walk to my house when suddenly Zelo pulled my hand into a hug.

Ohmygod.

'Have a good rest too, Hyo Won,' he said, while cupping my face and pecked my forehead. He smiled and walked away.

I quickly ran to my room and look at the mirror. I placed my hand on my chest.

Why am I feeling this way?

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sorry guys! i couldn't update because i was having exams and i didn't have time, but now i holidays are around the corner so i have time to update now! please read and vote alright.

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