Audrey,
Hindi ko alam kung paano mo mababasa ito o kung mababasa mo pa ba because I think by the time you're reading this it means that I'm gone. I know that my time was already up when Arthur returned with that paternity test, so that's why I thought of writing this to you..
Hindi kita magawang bitawan nang mabasa mo ang resulta, kahit na wala ang pangalan ko sa papel ay alam kong bilang na ang mga araw ko sa mundong ito, bilang na ang oras na mahahawakan kita na walang bahid ng pagkamuhi sa akin, bilang na ang oras ko bilang asawa mo at bilang Dr.Daddy ni Arthur.
My time was up because I know that you will find out soon, Love. As much as I wanted to tell you personally, hindi ko na magawa.
Hindi ko alam kung kaya ko bang makita kang pandirihan ako, kamuhian ako at higit sa lahat, talikuran ako.
Alam kong iyon ang mangyayari, ramdam kong malapit na pero hindi ko kaya dahil ikaw lang ang meron ako.
I have nothing else, Audrey until you came into my life and changed everything. All I did was to ruin and break you when you put me back into pieces and make me whole again.
But Love, it was me. I did it. Walang kapatawaran ang ginawa kong kahayupan sayo, I couldn't even explain my side because whatever my reasons would be, hindi pa rin iyon sapat para.. para sirain ko ang buhay mo.
I know sorry would never turn back what I've caused you but that's all I could say.
I'm sorry, Audrey.
I'm writing this now because I don't know what would happen tomorrow. Baka bukas alam mo na, baka bukas wala ka na o baka bukas wala na ako..
I love you Audrey. Kayo ni Arthur, kayo ang buhay ko.
