Rewind

Hate Love

And lately
I've thinking 'bout you so madly
I swear I'm again in love with you baby
Don't know why I'm missing you so badly
Why do we always think about the person a lot, after we've lost them so much
Miss their voice and those soft touch
How do I confess these feelings to you ??
You forced me to say a adieu
When I see your picture or see you pass by
Swear in my stomach I feel butterflies
When I see you out there with someone new
I ask my myself "the thing I had with you, how did it blew ?"
I just wish I could build a time machine
And go back to April 15
The day I kissed you for the first time
And again make you all mine
Now I feel so destroyed
My heart, it's all void
And I know it has turned to be ghost town
My brain's all numb and the thoughts shutdown
You thought I was fake
But baby instead of those salty seas, I was giving you a sweet water lake
I still remember our first date
Where we ate pizzas and a lot of cake
Now they think I'm turning into a psychopath
But I'm not, I'm just walking off the normal path
All I wanna do is hold you damn close
And to this loneliness find a diagnose
You're so long gone
But I just don't know how to move on
It's so difficult than I thought
In those moments I'm so caught
The stars I gaze
I'm going through those phases
Where you don't know what to do
Through those moments again and again you go through
Now all I wish is for you to come back
And again be the sweetest soundtrack
You give me premature ventricular contractions
And everytime I see you, in my head there's a weird chemical reaction
When I see you, everything is so blurry
Except your face, that's the only thing I can see clearly
And damn when you smile or laugh
I feel those angels have sent you on their behalf
So I just want you to come back
You're the only fucking thing that I lack
Won't you do it for me ?? For my love ??
Turn this black raven once again into a beautiful dove ??
Where the fuck are you when I need you the most
In your thoughts I'm so deeply lost