"Do you ever get that empty feeling
Where you think of nothing and stare at the wall and the celling
You don't even have the inner strength to crawl
And you're all leaned back against the wall
You enjoy being lonely
Your inner voice screams out loud
'SOMEONE PLEASE BLOW ME !!!'
The darkness doesn't scare you no more
Cus you're shaken right through the core
The ghosts you were afraid of, are now your friends
You do nothing and simply wait for the end
Or just run away from all these shits somewhere far
You want nothing, except for inner peace. Not even the cool cars
You won't eat
And can't move your feet
You see a light of hope
But you're too scared to go towards it
Cus you're too scared that you might end up even losing it
Gods, you don't believe anymore in them
Not even those philosophies and false claims
You start sinking in the darkness
Well, it's better than this stupid weirdness
In the slipstream you get so caught
You start enjoying those weird thoughts
You know that you're being hurt
But you won't just give up
Social media and online shits blow your brains out
The positive thoughts just wash-out
You start feeling invisible
And you write down your thoughts in a way that sounds lyrical
The inner you is already a criminal
And your brain's immiscible"
This is the real human horror film
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FantasyA pattern of words that just somehow got along together and expressed what missing a certain addictive feeling feels like