Everyone has fears, something that scares the hell out of them. There's something you fear,you sometimes know it,you sometimes don't. I have fears too, what I'm afraid of?
I'm afraid of lose the ones I love,afraid to lose my friends,afraid that something might come between us. I fear they might regret knowing me,I fear they'll slip out of my fingers. I'm scared of hurting or betraying them,I'm scared they might hurt me.
I fear hurt,I fear pain,not physical pain but emotional pain. I fear heartbreak. I fear the day the beat of my heart will hurt like hell. I fear the day that whoever he is will hurt me badly,I fear the day he'll let go or I'll have to let go. I fear he'll hurt me, I fear I'll do the same.
I fear distance. I fear separation from my loved ones and family. I fear being away because I fear they'll replace me.i fear being far from them.
I fear hate, I fear absence, I fear silence, I fear loneliness, I fear emptiness, I fear love,I fear darkness. These things make me worried and everyday I count down till the day it all rains on me. Someone once told me that,"You have all these fears because your life is centred around people". But I can't stay away from people... I also once read somewhere that,"Fear is a choice". But I can't help it.
But above all, I fear FEAR.
