The Monster In My Head PREVIEW

Day 1

I am not crazy.

I can sometimes sound a little crazy, but I'm ninety-nine percent sane.

Trust me, I would know if I was crazy or not. Regardless of what everyone says about, I want you to at least know the truth about me. Isn't that what this is about, the truth?

Here's the truth about me: I'm fighting a war. A long, drawn out battle that's been going on for years. But I'm tired. I'm tired of being tired. Do you have an idea what that's like?

I am a sinking ship and I know that very soon I'll sink, but I'm not sinking without leaving myself with the opportunity of having a safety vest. This is that safety vest, and I want to people to know. I want them to really know.

I am not crazy. Everyone seems to think I am, though. I'm a lot of things, but that's not one of them.

I'm at war with a monster. A monster that's in my head.

I might be a complete mess, whose life is completely falling apart and I have no idea what to do anymore.

But I am not crazy.

I'll prove it.

Let me show you.