Ashton and the boys had been on stage for about 2 hours now and only had about half an hour left until there UK tour was over and they had a 3 month break. I couldn't wait, Ashton was taking me back to Australia with him, I was so excited I get to spend 3 months with my boyfriend doing whatever we want.
'oh ash, is she like really good in bed?' I heard Micheal ask ash.
'she looks like she knows what she's doing.'
Are the boys really discussing mine and ash's sex lives. To be honest there's really not a lot to talk about we haven't even had sex so really it cant be classed as a sex life because its really non-existent. The only thing we've really done is like oral, which come on doesn's count at all.
It's not like I don't want to have sex with Ashton because trust me i do, who wouldn't. It's just every time i even mention the idea of us to having sex he just stops me and says that hes tired. I don't get why he doesnt want to have sex like i thought all men were suppose to like 'need' it, why doesn't ashton??
'Guys, stop I don't want you talking about my girlfriend like that.' Ash sounded annoyed
'Ash you know we were only joking.' Luke defended the boys.
I know they were only joking but it kind of hurt that they thought about me like that. I decided I was going to tell them that i heard them talking about me and tell them the truth seen as through ash wasnt going to anytime soon.
I walked towards them around the corner and into their dressing room, when I walked into the room my eyes were just fixed to Ashton who was shirtless.
'(y/n), by any chance did you just hear what we said,' Micheal said with such guilt in his voice.
All I did was nod, not having the emotional strength to tell them the truth about me and ashton.
'Come here baby, I want to ask you something.' Ashton said as he patted his lap.
As I went to sit with him I felt all eyes on me as if they knew something that I didn't. Once sat down on his lap I felt his hand slide up the side of my leg and him brush my hair from my shoulder. He tucked the hair behind my ear and whispered softy close to my face,'I want you. Now.'
I turned my face towards his and looked at him with just a blank face, it amazed me at how he thought after a year of us being together and doing nothing with each other that when the time came it would be more special that him telling me that he wanted me.
I knew he had been with only one person sexual but whenever the subject came up he just changed subject quickly. He knew I was a virgin, in fact that was the first thing I actually said to him. I thought I would put myself out there straight out in case he thought I was weird and dumped me.
While captured in my thought's i felt him grab my hand a pull me up towards the tour bus. When we reached the tour bus he pulled me into it and told me to sit down on the chair towards the back. Once he closed the door and pushed the curtain to separate the living area to the beds, he sat down next to me.
'(y/n), I love you.' Ash looked at me with sadness in his eyes.
'I really do. Its just the reason we haven't you know had sex yet well I know you are a virgin. I'm not trying to blame this on you because its all my fault. It just i didn't think I was good enough to be your first and I want it to be special for you because i love you.' he sounded like he was going to cry and all I wanted to do was hug him but i wanted to hear what he was going to say.
'then what has changed your mind?' I asked seen as though he was all over me just 10 minutes ago.
'I talked to the guys and well something clicked in me and i realized that I want to be with you for the rest of my life and I know you do to and that convinced me that I should just pluck up the courage and see whether you felt the same way.'
As soon as he finished I felt all butterflies erupt in my stomach because I did, I felt exactly the same way and to know that he didn't know I felt that way killed me and I just wanted to let him know that I did. So I made my way closer to him and closed the gap between us and pressed my lips to his.
Once I did it took him a little time to become relaxed in the kiss, but once he did it was spectacular all I felt was lust and romance in that kiss. I felt him becoming more dominated as the kiss carried on and felt myself fall back on the sofa and Ashton place his hands either side of my face and his knees go either side of my hips.
I loved looking at him and seeing nothing but lust in his eyes, I had never seen him be so venerable but sexy at the same time.
At this point Ashton still had no shirt on and was pulling on the bottom of my shirt while looking up at me as asking permission for him to take it it off. I nodded and withing seconds he had my shirt over my head and chucked to the side of the sofa.
'I don't want your first time to be on a sofa.' as he said this he pick me up and walked towards the double bed which was placed in the middle of the bus and placed me on the bed re-positioning himself to the same position as earlier.
Suddenly I felt him rub against my pants and felt my wet spot in them which caused me to moan out. His lips went back to my lips but suddenly started going down my stomach towards my bra. When suddenly his hands went behind my back and unclasped my bra and chucked it in the direction of my shirt. Once my bra was off his hand went straight to my breasts and he started sucking and palming them.
'This night is all about you, don't worry about my pleasure its all about you. I want you to feel special.' He said with such emotion.
His hands went back to my breasts and it felt good which cause me to let out a high pitch moan which he seemed to enjoy as I saw a smirk form on his lips.
Once his hands left my breasts they traveled down to my pussy and started pressing his fingers between my lips. He felt my wetness already there and knew that I could take his fingers now so he slipped one in. I let out a breath that I didn't know I was holding in and pulled his lips to mine. Once he started fingering me and felt me become less tight he added another finger. I knew it wouldn't be long and i knew he knew that too because soon enough his boxers were off and his erection was released. I had seen his dick before but that was when I knew we weren't going to be having sex. This time it kind of scared my because well he wasn't small. He sensed me fear because the next thingI knew he was kissing my neck softly.
'(y/n), don't worry because i know you are. It will hurt but it will turn into pleasure I promise.' He whispered in my ear.
The next thing I knew he was lining himself up with me.
'Ash please I need you know, I want you to be inside me.' I really did need him now.
I grew even more impatient as he started to slowly edge himself closer towards me.
'Forget what I said, I need you know I want the pain to be over quickly so just push in me quick, please.'
As soon as I said that I felt him enter me and tears form in my eyes. His hands came up to my face to wipe them away.
Once he was in he let me adjust and once I was ready I started to move to let him know I was alright. He got the hint and started to move slowly too.
I couldn't hold back any longer and felt my self become impatient again and started to moan loader.
'Fuck, ash harder. Please I need you...Ash I'm close, please.'
I then felt him twitch inside me and released which caused me to go over the edge. At this point both of us were a moaning mess until finally it came to a stop and both of us had orgasmed.
'(y/n), I cant believe that was your first time, I love you.'
'I love you too Ash.'
So that was my first like one shot you could say i dont know how it was or whether was even good so let my know! Seriously if anyone reads this thank you so much!<3
