Should, for the sake of exposition, months have passed. The audience should know that of course, right?
Yes, of course.
Should they also know that you gave me things just so they could be taken away from me right?
Yes, of course.
Should they know that I alone have failed as a human being and that with you that didn't change anything?
Yes, of course.
Should they know I despise most of the human race and that with the l..lo...lov...postive human emotion they give me they just made me abhor their plastic, phony, digitalized faces that lack any actual f**k they give me?
Yes, of course.
Should I take everything for myself?
Yes, of course.
Should they know that I can't keep a friend for a second of my non-pityful existence as matter?
Yes, of course.
Should they know I want to be reborn as a non-physical form of life that exists as a ball of energy that lacks the ability of emotion and makes only logical decisions that are based of my current wealth of knowledge, common-sense, and deductive reasoning?
Yes, of course.
Should they know that Todd Chrisley of Chrisley Knows Best is the reborn Jesus of Christianity?
Yes, of course.
Should they know they're a bunch of kicking, squeezing, gucci, little, piggies?
Yes, of course.
Should they know technology will be the death of us all, unless the sun beats technology in terms of how long it takes?
Yes, of course.
Should they know that all politicians are wrong and no side is right, ever?
Yes, of course.
Should they know that I find myself the funniest joke imaginable?
Yes, of course.
Should I lock you away forever, alone from the humans?
Yes, of course.
Should I tell you how much I need you, but yet you give me reasons not to?
Yes, of course.
Should I realize and accept the fact that the only thing wrong with this all is myself?
Do they know I control everything you say to me?
Yes, of course.
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Yes, of course.
You knew you were always inferior to me right?
Yes, of course.
I hope she enjoys the book and shirt I gave her, it came from my wallet just for her.
Yes, of course.
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Yes, of course.
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Yes, of course.
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Yes, of course.
Why am I such a disappointment to me, but not to others?
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And I'm much obliged to you for making it clear that I'm not here.
And I never knew the moon could be so big
And I never knew the moon could be so blue
And I'm grateful that you threw away my old shoes
And brought me here instead dressed in red
And I'm wondering who could be writing this song.
I don't care if the sun don't shine
And I don't care if nothing is mine
And I don't care if I'm nervous with you
I'll do my loving in the winter.
And the sea isn't green
And I love the Queen
And what exactly is a dream?
And what exactly is a joke?
(phew for a minute i lost myself ilost myself
*He turns off his phone, proud of what it's accomplished. But when falling asleep, he's not surprised he can't separate the reality from fiction anymore*
"I have no desire to live but I continue to anyways because I love torturing myself, always"
- Nothingman
YOU ARE READING
What even is this? A mental breakdown?
LosoweWhy don't you just start reading it and see if you like it or not, I don't care.
