Broken Pieces [Yuumika]

Scared

Mika's POV

        A few days later I had to go back home to that monster. He was drunk as usual, the whole house smelt of alcohol. The stench prickled my nose as I enter the house. I quietly stepped upstairs and to my room, hoping he wouldn't hear me. Luckily I made it to my room without an explosion. I limped to my bed and sat down. Yu took care of me, but I can't have him always taking care of me. He might find out and I can't let that happen. He means so much to me and if I get him mixed into all my shit he'll leave. Or worse, get hurt. A loud growl escaped my stomach knocking me out of my thoughts. I want food but I don't want to go downstairs. I'm afraid at what he'll say. More like what he'll do. Quietly, I open the door and looked around.
        "Did he leave?" I whispered under my breath.
Stepping out of the room I made my way to the kitchen, thinking he left. I was wrong.

        "Hey faggot your home!" I heard my dad yell. He got up swaying on his feet, before walking over to me. A loud slap rang throughout the room as his hand made contact with my cheek. I stumbled back and hit the counter behind me. He punched me in the stomach over and over until I felt like my gut was on fire.
    
       "s-stop....p-please...." I whimpered out in pain. He didn't listen.
        "WHERE WERE YOU!!" He screamed.
        "I-I..was at...a friends....house" I stuttered.
        "For a WEEK!!" He kicked my side. I screamed out as I felt a sharp pain in my side.
        "I'm sorry....I won't do it again I promise....." I cried as I held my side. It hurt so bad, I couldn't move at all. He looked down at me with disgust.

        "I wish you were never Born!" He scoffed and left the room. I felt tears come to my eyes. Nobody wants me, not even mama. I'm all alone.Yu-chan won't want me after this he'll think I'm disgusting. I'd be better off dead. I held my side and tried to get off. I muffled a scream as my body stood upright. Holding onto the counter I pulled myself up and grabbed at my side. I wasn't hungry anymore, just in horrible pain.

        It felt like hours before I made it back to my room. I crawled inside and shut door behind me.
    "Why?...why me?" I whispered. "I just want someone to protect me...."
Finally crawling over to my bed I lifted up my shirt. A dark bruise stained my skin. I bent down to see it more, only to regret my choice. A pain that I've never felt before shot up my body. I cried out in pain, holding onto my shirt.

    "Y-Yu-chan.....I'm..s-scared..." I said muffled by the tears going down my cheeks. I couldn't move to get up on my bed. This was my routine for the next week. I was in so much pain I couldn't even get up to get food. My stomach growled for food that I couldn't reach. The pain hadn't lessened since last week. It was getting to the point where even sleeping hurt. I could hear my phone going off like crazy. It was Yu-chan. He was probably worried about me not being at school for a week.

        "I'm sorry....I'm sorry for being such a coward...Yu-chan would be much better without me. I'll just drag him down. I'm sorry for being near you...it's just.......I'm sorry..." I cried trying not to breathe too fast.
    "It hurts...."

        Hours passed before I could even muscle up the strength to move. Every inch hurt like hell, breathing even hurt. I wanted to crawl under my blankets and die, but that monster would just pick me up and throw me out of the house if I didn't go to school. Finally I changed into a comfy sweatshirt and jeans, before grabbing all my stuff and leaving. I tried not screaming each time I took a step. I could feel tears sting my eyes. The pain was just too much, but I had to see Yu-chan. I had to.

        Yu-chan please wait for me......