Love or Lust?

Chpt 1. The New Girl.

i hated my mom for doing what she did to my dad. my dad was the most successful business man anyone ever knew. he owned a total of 10 shops, so you know whatever me and my little sister wanted, we got. but let me not be so rude.

my name is lauren, but i like to be called by my nickname mookie. im 18, 5'0, lightskin, i dye my hair quite a lot so right now it's jet black. i have a very nice figure, hourglass with a big butt. and last but not least, i'm a lesbian.

my parents has adjusted with their daughter being lesbian, although it wasn't always this easy. i used to get hit by my mom everyday behind it and she threatened to kill me if i ever said a word to my father. this brings me back to my childhood, i get so emotional talking about it. my mother was an evil person when she wasn't around my father. she will torture me, then cover her tracks. if she left physical marks on me, she would just tell my father that an incident happened at school but she already took care of it. my father wasn't around much because of his businesses. my mother always showed favoritism between me and my baby sister. she would push me down the steps, lock me in the dark scary basement, burn me, abuse me, call me names, and even worst she let men come in and molest and rape me. when i was 17, my mother slept around on my dad while he was at his barbershop. he came home early and found them in the guest room bed which is not too far from the kitchen ( we had a huge house ) my dad went ruthless and stabbed the man to death & started to stab my mother but she escaped and called the cops. now my father is doing 25 years behind bars but his best friend chico, is handling his businesses. my dad and chico are the bestest of friends and that's the only person he trusts around his empire. chico is way younger then my dad, my dad is 32 and chico is 26. chico always looked like one of the men who raped me when i was younger, but i never really put any thought into it to find out cause i wanted that past behind me. my mother was granted full custody of me and my sister, after i told the police what happened which is what i don't understand. i told them everything from the beating to the rape but since my dad was in the system i can either go to my mother or foster care. i didn't have much family where we was so i jut insisted on going with my mother. after the divorce was final, she made 50%of his makings so she packed everything up and moved us to Memphis, Tennessee.

when we got there, our house was smaller then usual but it would still be big to a person who didn't really stay in the suburbs. it was 4 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms. so i picked the bedroom downstairs only cause i had my own bathroom and my little sister bella slept in the upstairs bedroom with my mom. i always had hate for my mother but she was getting better and tryna change. when she got to memphis she already started working as a COO of a company and we already had nice things. since it was my last year of high school, she put away 100,000 dollars into my college trust fund account. "baby come unpack your clothes" my mother said while she was in my room. "i'm coming, im just helping bella really fast" i called back to her. "what do you guys want for lunch? im feeling pizza." i won't really in the mood to eat, so was bella so we just told her to go on. "oh and honey we're going to the schools in an hour to get you enrolled so you can start tomorrow." "what why?" i said. "we just got here." she looked at me sideways. "i start work tomorrow so y'all starting school now go unpack and put some clothes on so we can go." she went upstairs to help bella pick out a outfit that looks reasonable.

"here we are" my mom said. "this is your school mookie." we all got out the car as i just looked around and gazed at the students. i heard some boys say "damn she thick." and "i hope she new cause ima bag her." but i didn't pay it no attention. we went into the office, got enrolled and she gave me papers and my schedule for tomorrow. "thank you so much ms.gonzales." my mom said. "you're welcome and i hope to see you tomorrow lauren." she held out her hand for a handshake but i just turned around and walked away. we went home and unpacked until 10:30, took our baths and everyone slept in bella room just to break the house in.