This isn't Love

Pro: Hopeless..

We found love in a hopeless place 
-Rihanna

Prologue

Being Mia isn't easy. Im 23 with a dead beat for a mother. My father is laying in his grave, he died when I was four years old, I don't remember him but my mother use to say how he was a great father to me. I however have a 5 year old daughter. My baby's father is a cartel connect on the Northern side of California. He makes sure me and Paris has nothing but the best, but sometimes that don't matter because he's

'Always Busy'.

I have my degree in fashion design from CCA and im currently part time working at Glacier Hill Nursing Home. My main bitch Destinee is taking courses for business and also works at Glacier Hills as a receptionist. Dest and I go back to 1-2nd Grade. Thats like my twin.

Speaking of twins. Andrea & Alexis are also my bestfriends since grade school. I met them when they transferred to our middle school in 7th grade. Andrea, is going to school for psychology taking Classes at UCSF and Alexis majors in Nursing over there also. You can say she's part of the reason we work at Glacier Hills. Well shit all the reason she got us the jobs. But enough about us let me tell you how my life got this way...

*6 Years Back*

"I dont wanna go!" I whined.

"To fucking bad you going you know Jaysons FINE ass wanna see you." Destinee said pushing me towards the car. We were going to a party on the west side at Jaysons big as house since the boys won their basketball tournament. "Now lets go I gotta go get C too." She said hopping in her All White 2007 Pontiac Grand Prix.

I laughed and got in on the passenger side. This was my bitch. My main hoe. We were on the way to Ciara's Crib when Jayson posted on my wall:

'Hope BabyGirl Gone pop up at my party🎉💕@Mia Jordan" With the Party and Lovey Dovey Emojis. I blushed in my seat. I was smiling ear to ear when Dest thumped me out my thoughts.

"Why you so cheesy?" She asked honking the horn for Ciara.

"No reason damn heavy handed ass that hurt." I rubbed my temple and looked out the window.

"Im coming bitch damn." C shouted taking her sweet ass time coming down the pathway.

**

It took us forever to make it there. We went to go get Wendy's when Ciara stupid ass spilled the Frosty on her lap causing us to go out our way to the mall to get her some new pants.

Once we got there we saw Future was doing meet and greets so sho 'nough we got in line. After getting our pictures taken we went to find her a whole new outfit so that we would still be matching. After she bought her shit and got dressed we left the mall and took what seemed like forever to get to Jaysons house.

When we pulled up I call Alexis and Andrea to see where they were. We needed the whole team to shut shit down. Gang shit.

"Hello?"

"Damn where yall at?" Drea asked smacking on her gum all in my ear.

"We just pulled up were yall at?"

"We sitting in the car we couldn't show out with two fifths of the clique."

"Ight meet us at the door."

After that I hung up and we got out and stared towards the house on the hill. Soon as we came around the corner we spotted them and met up.

It was lit. The people were on the lawn on cloud nine and just cooling. We made our way inside and all eyes were looking our way. We was rocking black, red and white just because.