"Please. I'm just tired of everything Jimin. Please, let my heart rest."
Then she started walking away from me and I was under the rain...
Wet...
My body...
Eyes...
Heart...
I bled.
She was all I had but I never realized that, not until I have nothing left.
"I FUCKING LOVE YOU SEULGI!"
I shouted with all the feelings left inside. There were thousands of it. I had thousands of it, just for that girl.
But the problem lies on me.
I never realized I had some for her.
"PLEASE COME BACK! I'M BEGGING YOU!"
At a distance, she stopped and turned her face on me.
Slowly, I walked towards her. Scared but hopeful.
Scared that she might turn her back away again.
Hopeful that she would stay and give me a chance.
A chance to show her that she was more than what she felt.
That she is beautiful.
That she was always loved.
That I never wanted to hurt her.
"Jimin..." She was stuttering.
"No, please. Don't think twice. Come back to me."
"Jimin..."
"Please, please, please. Seulgi, you are everything I need. I know I was an asshole. I was chasing the stars... and now I'm about to lose the moon. But you know..."
I paused and kept an eye contact with her. Trying to find the right words.
What to say? What?
"I won't lose you." I smiled.
But...
"If it was just for me I will stay. But I pity me eyes now, they're tired. My body, they're too wrecked. My feelings, they're shattered."
Seulgi...
"Remember when you told me I'll never be a sister to you? I wish I stopped right away. I wish I never tried to change your impression on me. Because now, I can neither be a lover to you."
No...
She smiled slightly and the stormy sea calmed. My heart... it was fluttering... her smile...
I want to see that every day of my life.
"I saw you one time playing with Dad, you were still a kid so was I. That moment I told myself I would take care of you someday. But it's no more happening."
Her lips were pressed in a hard line. She bit her lower lip, suppressing her tears.
"Jimin, I love you. You're a beautiful man. You're like a jigsaw puzzle with missing pieces, and I am very willing to break myself just to complete you. But I'm too broken now..."
I felt helpless. Like an orphan, I was on my own.
"...and I have no more to break."
I cried with the rain.
I slept at dusk and woke up at dawn. I saw the sun, I felt alive, but the skies suddenly cried. Funny life, it was the dawn rain.
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The Dawn Rain (A SeulMin FanFic)
FanfictionA multi-millionaire turned orphan after his parents died because of car crash which he suspects to be false meets a girl he hardly knew before, and gives him an envelope which will actually shatter his life, or might complete it. After his parents'...
