After the beep - Monsta X Minhyuk Fanfiction

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"I still love you..." Minhyuk whispered before the sound of a knife being drawn was heard.

"Yah.. What are you doing right now?"

"What's... hah... What's the point in living anymore?" He muttered softly "I used to call you my baby and now what?... I just needed to tell you I love you before I end it. You need to know the truth"

"Stop this now..." I said, getting out of bed and rushing to the door, after grabbing a jacket and my keys.

"Why? There's nothing to live for anymore.. You've moved on, I haven'-but that's okay! Because I can end it" Minhyuk said, laughing slightly at the end.

"Are you drunk?"

"HAhaHahA yeA" he slurred slightly before i heard the phone drop to the floor.

I was pretty sure Minhyuk lived in the same apartment so I dashed there without a second thought.

If he ended his life after saying he still loved me then I would never be able to live with myse-WAIT!

He still loves me? WHAT? Is he just saying that because he's drunk or what? No. I can't think like that. I need an explanation.

"Minhyuk. Minhyuk! What are you doing now?!" I screamed through the phone. 

Luckily, his apartment wasn't very far from mine so I got there within a matter of minutes from running. 

I raced up the stairs to the 7th floor and swung open the door to his apartment before racing to the kitchen 

"Stop!" I yelled, my eyes wide as I pulled the knife away from the soft area of where he cut

"Y/N?" He asked

"Why?" I screamed, throwing the knife to the other side of the room before he fell into my arms. I dropped him down, on the kitchen floor as I hugged him tightly "Why?"

"You're asking me?" He said, his voice cracking with every word "Why are you here?"

"Because.... I love you. I never got over you and I don't know why you would think that because-I love you. You're my first love... the one that nobody forgets" I confessed, still hugging him.

He pulled me away from him and cupped my cheeks with his hands, wiping the tears that I didn't realise started to fall.

Wordlessly, he pulled me into a very passionate kiss, one that he has never given me before. 

Even after our brief moment, he just sat silently and held me before whispering an "I'm sorry."

"Can you explain please?" I asked softly

"Jiyoon... she framed me. She said that if I didn't pretend to be her husband and break up with you, she would hurt you... I know it doesn't sound that drastic but... I couldn't have you get hurt." He said, apologetically.

"But you still hurt me.." I said softly.

"And I'm sorry for that... but I really do love you, I always have"

"Just because you thought I didn't love you, doesn't mean you should kill yourself" I said softly, looking up at him.

"I know... I just, couldn't find a reason to live"

There was silence for a while, just until he broke it.

"Can we just pretend like this never happened? Can we just forget and start again?" 

"I....I need some time" I said softly, removing myself completely from him.

"I completely understand, but... can we just start over?"

"Of course" I smiled at him before helping him up and giving him a long hug.

"Can you stay here tonight?" he asked.

"Sure." I said before going to his room and laying down on the bed, slowly falling asleep with him beside me.

Should I really forgive him?

I love him so much.. but he hurt me.

hahahaha, who am I kidding? I'll always end up running back to him won't I?