After the beep - Monsta X Minhyuk Fanfiction

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tonight I laid in bed. 

awake.

starved.

starved of the love I once had with him.

after being left so suddenly, or being left at all, you can't help but think about how their life is like without you.

is he happy?

did he already forget?

is he thinking about me like i think about him?

but, of course, he's happy. of course, he forgot about me. of course, he couldn't spare me a single glance nor a thought because.... he's the one that left.

cold tears were streaming down my temples as I contemplated these thoughts, so late at night.

however, no matter how many times I told myself the answer, i couldn't help but keep that small speck of hope that he still loves me. that he knows he made the wrong decision. or that this was all just a misunderstanding.

for all i am, is a gullible little girl who still can't group up and realise that fact that;

you get left by some of the most important people in your life.

but there's nothing you can do about it.

is there?

all I needed was just one phone call of reassurance.

and there it was.

ringggggggggg