Extremity of love............Manan

Love of life!!

I know guyssssss i m late, as usual but u know hectic schedules make me crazy and i could not manage both so broke my schedule only for writing becoz ....................................I LOVE WRITING FOR U GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS sorry again 

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Part 15

Nandu: it does not matter whether i love u or not because i m not going to say yes ................

Manik talking steps towards her and she was moving backwards and she hit the wall and he pinned her there : as in , i know what r ur feelings but if u won't utter anything then fine and moved lil backward and continued i will go and won't interfere in ur life ever again

Nandini tried to speak something but her words fell short and Manik simply moved away from her , he turned his face now his back was facing Nandini's front ......

Nandini(sobbing): Manik look ......................u need to .......................understand something so ........................... before she could continue he started walking towards the door

Nandini: wait Manik don't go downstairs , first let me check & if there is no one i wll take u

Manik was least interested in giving affirmative look also but stood still and she went downstairs to check then called him like a whisper but he heard it and went straight down without even giving her a last look

Nandini stood still watching Manik going from there till he vanished from her sight .
As soon as he drove off she shut the main door and ran to her room , closed the door with a thud sound , switched on the radio , went to the balcony and soon broke into tears , yes ! she was shattered in every manner she felt she have lost everything her dearest friend whom she considered her nicest friend , and may be her love , she was not confused she was scared because as such she was grown in a conservative family where she was always taught that whatever parents decide is the best decision for our lives & specially about life partner and not in any damn manner their decision can go wrong because they r the one who brought us on this earth then there is no chance that they will select anything wrong for us but heart have its own rules and Nandini had fallen for him but due to that tension whether her decision will be right or not and is this correct time everything got stuck up her mind , her voice choked up , she stood up and increased the volume of the radio so that her crying voice do not reach outside her room she went to her bed and felt someone's hand on her shoulder she jerked up and saw him , it was him "Manik" she didn't spoke anything but hugged him like never before , she hugged him tightly but suddenly felt emptiness in her hug ,she broke the hug only to find no one beside her she screamed her heart out "Manikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk" and again started crying like never before only with his moments playing in her head it was already 2 in the morning but sleep was long lost from her eyes only Manik was present in her eyesight in her mind and most importantly in her heart she could not understand anything else except this fact that she loved him but she was scared what if chacha chachi comes to know about him she was scared what if amms come to know about Manik and what if they won't agree she can't go against their will but she also could not break the dreams which would have taken place if she would have said yes to him ........she was concerned about all because it is easy to say "i don't care" nature should be opted but it is not so easy as easy it is to say and anyways she was simple girl with lot many dreams in her eyes with the most prior dream of love "love of life".....................................
she stood up too turn off the radio and sat in the balcony
Her thought process was going in a never ending mode, she sat in the balcony watching the stars and admiring them and soon dozed off . but as soon as she dozed off in the balcony her alarm started ringing she got up redshot swollen eyes , she got ready in her casual white tee & wine colored denims she went downstairs , she saw chacha , chachi and Rishabh in the hall

Nandini: Morning all of u !!(tried her level best to hide her pain with not-so-chirpy voice)

Chachi: Morning mera baccha and kissed on her forehead and said, baccha chal have ur breakfast then u have to go tour college also na

Nandu: hmm chachi ............... woh navya............. haan navya ka aaj ka plan tha to have something in college canteen only so i will have breakfast over there only .................................so may i go

Chachi: haan haan baccha whatever u feel is good for u , u do that ok and again pecked her forehead and bid her goodbye

IN THE COLLEGE CAMPUS

she reached the college way too early as the lecture was going start from 10 but she was in the college by 8:30 itself a few students were seen and the workers were doing their respective jobs and nandini was walking to and fro but suddenly someone kissed on her cheeks on she with a jerk turned around but was stopped by something, "you need me as much i need u" 

nandini got alert and recognized the voice and said "yes Manik i do.................." and turned to find none around and the reality hits her that it was simply a dream nothing else she chucked her thought before she start sobbing again so went to the canteen and waited for all

10:00 a.m.

Navya: kya hua Nandu why r u so silent today??? tell me na

Nandini: no nothing.............. much navya hmm.............. let's go to attend the lecture or else we will be late and started getting up and navya also stood up and they went to the class 

Sorry for the boredom  guysss but i will try to add some manan moments in next part but this part was important so that nandini's p.o.v also gets clear to u guysss 

once again sorry dearies 

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