Shawn Mendes a popular guy from AB Miller High School you know who Shawn is since freshman right now you are a senior. Shawn has been bullying you since freshman and you don't even know why.
I woke up in my bedroom, Aaliyah was sleeping next to me I got up to take a shower
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Aaliyah was in the restroom I sat down on my bed.
"Alex.... Do you want to go with Shawn???" Aaliyah asked me and I nod
"Let's go " Aaliyah said
We walk out my house and jump in my car.
" I'll drive"Aaliyah said and I handle her the keys
Aaliyah drive to her house when we got there I jump out the car and walk to the front door. I knock at the door and Manny open it.
"Alex come in" Manny said
I walk in and Cameron was on the couch Aaliyah walk in and Manny hug her.
"Alex..... Hi" Karen said walking down the stairs.
"Hi I came to see Shawn" I said
"Yeah of course he is in his room" Karen said walking to Aaliyah and Manny.
I walk up the stairs to Shawn's room. I open the door and he was laying down in bed.
"Shawn??" I said
"Alex come in"Shawn said and I walk to him he looks better then yesterday.
He sat up and I sat down in his bed. He grab my arm and I move it away because it hurt me.
"What's wrong??" Shawn asked me.
"Nothing" I said
"Ok I believe you" Shawn said
"Did you really mean it??" Shawn asked me.
"What do you mean??" I asked
"Yesterday you said that you love me is that true or just to make me feel better" Shawn said in a worry sound.
"Shawn I really mean it I love you so much. I regret have saying yes to Jack when he asked me to be his girlfriend" I said
Shawn hold my hand and look down at them he shock his head and one of my sleeves up.
"Why Alex why!?!?!" Shawn said
" I'm sorry but I couldn't resist myself after what I did to you" I said as tear slid down my face.
" I'll be fine but I can get worst if you keep doing this"Shawn said wiping my tears away.
"Shawn here's your breakfast" Karen said walking to Shawn's drawer that is next to his bed and put my sleeve down.
" I'm not hungry" Shawn said
"Yes you are" I said smiling.
"But I'm n-"
"But nothing........ Oo yeah and in like a week or less you're going back to school Shawn and please promise me you won't do this again Shawn" Karen said
"I promise mom" Shawn said smiling
She walk out and I turn back to Shawn
" I'm surprise that your mom is not mad at me after what were you trying to do for my fault" I said
"You safe me Alex how can she be mad at you" Shawn said holding my hand.
"Because I was the one who make you do this" I said
"Just remember that I love you" Shawn said putting one hand on my cheek.
"I love you too" I said and Shawn start pull my head down to his. We were about to kiss when someone open the door and we immediately pull away.
"Oo I'm so sorry I didn't mean to interrupt you guys make out section" Cameron said
"Is alright" I said
"I just came to say bye I have to go home I didn't told my mom where I was all night" Cam said
"I hope you don't get in trouble" Shawn said
"Yeah I hope that too" Cam said
"Bye guys" Cam said
"Bye Cam" I said and Shawn just wave at him.
Cam walk out and close the door
"Where were we??" Shawn asked
I lean in and kiss him he kiss me back and we move in sync. But I pull away.
"You need to eat first" I said
"I don't want to" Shawn said like a baby
"Shawn you need to" I said
"Only if you kiss me afterwards" Shawn said smirking
"Fine" I said.
He start to eat his breakfast that his mom left him some minutes ago. I'm so tired I couldn't sleep last night I was having nightmares about Shawn's death by my fault it was just horrible
"Are you ok??" Shawn asked me.
"Yeah I'm fine, just thinking" I said
I was looking away as a tear slid down my cheeks
"Alex please I need you to stop crying I don't like seeing you like this" Shawn said turning my head so I was facing him.
"I just can't Shawn just thinking about what I did...... It hurts me" I said
"Alex, I have an amazing mom that took care of me all night long and I'm fine now I can stand up and I'm eating now" Shawn said
"Yes I know your mom is amazing but look at your arms look what I make you to do with my words" I said
"You hurt yourself too" Shawn said pointing to my arms.
"Because this fault was killing me and it was the only way to fix it" I said
"We make a huge mistake hurting ourselves but we need to stop we are fine and that's the most important part of this" Shawn said and I nod.
"Wait?!?! Didn't you have school today??" Shawn asked me
"Yeah about that I'm absent" I said
"Why?!?!" Shawn asked me
"I wanted to come and see you" I said smiling wiping my tears away
"But tomorrow you're going to school right??" Shawn asked
"Maybe" I said smiling
"Yes you are I don't want you to get in trouble" Shawn said
"Ok chill I will" I said rolling my eyes playfully.
He turn around his head turning to the window and when he turn back around I smashed my lips with his he got surprise but he kiss me back and we move in sync he hugs me and lays down making me lay down next to him pulling away.
"Shawn" I said giggling
"What?!?!" Shawn said
"You scare me" I said
He put his hands around my waist I rest my head on his chest
