Short Memories

My Lovely Sharphooter,

          May I just say how wonderful and amazing you are to me. How much you mean to me?, like honestly, I don't think I have the right words to describe the way I feel about you sometimes. I'm always speechless with you or even around you. To the point where we're even texting each other you always do things or say things that make me feel so god damn speechless.
 
     Though I don't mean it in a bad way. Like my whole life I have fallen in love with at least a person who two before I met you. Though the difference between them and you is that you actually show that you care and love me. You really surprise me. Though I learned a lot about things in the past, but when I'm with you I end up learning more things.
And I thought I was so smart.

       God my whole life i've wished for so many things. Though I realized that when I look back, I was always that person who expected things to happen. Wanting things to happen all so quickly and their way. Yet now I've realized that I have really changed a lot. I don't ask or expect anything from anyone or something anymore. I always wait for it. "Expect the unexpected" is what I always told myself. I'm glad I changed that about myself. Cause everyday I can always have the things I thought I would never have cross my mind.

      Do you want to know at least one of the things or people/person that I thought I would never have in my life that end up crossing my mind here and there?. That is you. My one and only Sharpshooter in my life. From a young age I always had an older mind always so mature of things. A lot of times i've always questioned myself about "love". I always wondered how love would be for me. Who would be the person i end up falling in love with. Would it be a boy or girl. Who knew honestly.

  Yet now i've never been so happy and deeply in love with someone before. To the point where i'm sometimes in tears, realizing the fact that I have been blessed with the most wonderful person in the world. Your smile is just so adorable to me and I can't help it but to smile along. Having your arms wrapped around me makes me feel safe and warm. It makes me feel like i'm at home.
Though you are my home.

       I'm glad out of the millions of people living on this planet we call earth, I ended up being with you. To where I could've fallen in love with anyone else, yet still, but I didn't. Isaiah my heart choose you and only you. A feeling like this inside me it grows more everyday for you. I can't help it. I hid these feelings for you before but now I can't no more, there's no large enough space to hide it in.
Though I don't  plan on doing that any time soon.

May I just say once more my lovely Sharpshooter what have you done to me? I didn't really have a weakness back when I was younger honestly. Well maybe one to be honest but like right now my number one and well only weakness is you. I have literally fallen so hard for you.  I am a mess around you, my love. I try not to show it but it always does.

   Your my angel, my love, my honey, my baby, my Sharpshooter. Your just my everything. Like honestly what have you done to me. I've never felt this happy with someone in my whole entire life. When it's becoming my darkest days and everything starts to tumble down all over me, somehow you end up crossing my mind. You always brighten my day up. Your my sun. The candle that helps me through the dark. You always lead me out of it somehow.

I thank you for that,

Though don't worry since you got my back I got yours too. No matter what I will be with you thick and thin, right by your side. Where ever you are in this world we live in, whenever your feeling down I will cross oceans for you. I'll even go from one galaxy to the other if I have too, and just for you. All I ever want is for you to be happy my love.

I always want to know that there's no negativety ruining your days, always happy and positive like I try to be. Life is too short for that shit. I want to be that person who puts a smile on your face everyday. I want to be the person who crosses over your mind in moments when your down to make you happy again. I want to be the person who makes you laugh the hardest. I just want to make you happy Isaiah. I love you so much and i just want to share my positivety with you.

I as well want to be the light that helps guide you out of the dark too.

I'll always help you no matter what okay?, just promise me one thing. Please don't leave me like the rest. prove to me that you are the one for me. Even if you did so many times. Cause one thing for sure is that

I'm yours. Only yours. I'll be your little red, as long as you stay as my one and only Sharpshooter.