Mad Turns

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"I fucking hate you! I would prefer to kiss a stranger than ever let you near me again!" Harry said through gritted teeth. Tears were streaming down his face and he couldn't help himself. He couldn't keep acting as nothing has happened two weeks ago and he couldn't clear his mind from the view "I've never thought that you'll do this to a friend of mine! I-I trusted you..." He had nightmares every single night, he just wanted to remove the view of Hermione hurt from his head. He wanted all his memories from the previous week gone.

Little did Draco knew when he thought that he could get away with it. He didn't hurt the muggle on purpose but he had to do it. To save his life. Yeah, that was a bit selfish of his side but he was sure that Harry would understand. Guess he was wrong. He just kept getting more and more upset while watching the other boy cry. It wasn't fair. But how could you explain to your boyfriend that you hurt his best friend just to save yourself? Draco didn't know. He just wished that he could turn back time and instead of hurting someone, to hurt himself.

The two males sat in silence for a long moment as it all became awkward. Harry broke down and fell to his knees trying to hide his face. Draco wanted to go over to comfort him and calm him down but his legs didn't let him walk. He knew very well that Harry would just try to run away and probably hurt himself while forcing his body to keep him up. He looked down and whispered, "I'm sorry Harry..I wish I could explain things to you but you just won't let me do so..." And with that, he ran off, not to any room but out of the castle leaving Harry completely alone.

Harry was aware of the fact that his boyfriend didn't use his first name unless shit was serious. He tried to rethink things but his heart was telling him no. In his mind were only Hermione and her wounded body when he found her in Draco's arms. He moved to the wall and leaned on it just to keep up, the coldness sending a shiver down his spine. He kept trying to stop the tears but everything he tried ended up making him cry more. This went for an hour or two until he finally calmed down. He went to his dorms slowly knowing that the others were asleep already. He couldn't forgive Draco...

Could he? He wasn't sure

At the current time, Draco was doing his best not to throw another curse at the poor tree in the Forbidden Forest. His anger and guilt were making things more difficult than they were. He had one wish. It was to be able to explain how things stood to Harry. But it was impossible. How was he so stupid? He should have sacrificed himself for the best. But no. Fear was awful.

Will you ever feel loved and safe again?

"No!" He screamed at the question that popped up in his head "I don't deserve it..." He was sure that his eyes were teary as he dropped his wand with wide eyes.

And then everything went black...