Mad Turns

[2]Flashbacks and pain[2]

Darkness. That was what Draco woke up to. At first, he wasn't exactly sure where he was so when he was able he looked around. He was in his bed...In Hogwarts...In the Slytherin part of the castle...

But how?

There wasn't time for him to question himself that. From once his head started hurting and he groaned silently sitting up. A great mistake. His head started hurting even more so he closed his eyes. Another mistake. He 'saw' all the things that happened yesterday along his way of desperately trying to hurt that tree. Everything ended with him dropping his wand. But what the hell had happened after that?

No answers came.

He looked up at the nearest clock and noticed that it's almost time for classes. He quickly got ready, which was very surprising, and headed to the Great hall to at least try to take some food. There wasn't a need to, he didn't feel hungry.

As he walked he looked down at his feet trying to remember more of yesterday but quickly got distracted when he bumped into someone and both of them got on the ground with a low thud.

"Watch it-" He was about to start an argument but once he looked up to see who the other person was his words got lost. Harry.

While Draco looked very fresh no matter of the headache and confusion, Harry looked like he hasn't slept all night but just cried. His eyes were really red and the bags under them were more visible than normal. And he didn't dare to say anything, he just looked away and got up about to continue on his way. Draco quickly got up and grabbed his hand gently to stop him "Harry..." He whispered and looked at him hopefully. The other boy just looked tiredly at him for a moment then got his hand free and walked off.

The pain in the blond boy's eyes would have been visible for everyone. All he wanted was help Harry and hug him and...hold him close, like every time they were able to spend some time by themselves.

Darkness. Draco tried to keep himself up while the pictures were coming one by one, hitting him like a wave...

Him and Harry having their first kiss...Him and Harry playing a weird muggle game that the boy had shown him...Him and Harry getting a fight with each other about getting the highest grade in class...Him and Harry purposely getting to each other in classes to hold each other's hands while no one's looking...

Him and Harry!

At the current moment, Harry had the same problem with the little difference that another painful memory was added...Their first argument... He couldn't take things anymore, he had to do something to distract himself. Or at least that was his thought for the current moment.

Things quickly changed when he felt two arms around him. He looked up to see Draco's face. And wait, was he crying? He indeed was. He had never seen his boyfriend cry and it was rather surprising. Draco kissed his forehead then started whispering again "Harry...I am so so sorry for everything I did..." He said and then added in a higher tone "I fucking love you". Harry couldn't help but feel a bit bad. Yeah, Draco had hurt Hermione but he loved the Slytherin boy no matter what. And even though it had been just a night he knew that it was painful for both of them. Painful because they started to love each other to the point them losing one another would mean them losing a part of themselves.

And even though it could have been better they silently shut off the war for now and just hugged each other for a moment. You could say that it was cute.

But there was a big problem... Someone was watching.