Bullied - Ryden ( COMPLETED )

Cigarettes

11

--Brendon--

Honestly, I don't mean to break daddy- RYAN!! Ryan's crayon. It was my favorite color, which made me more upset.

Yellow reminded me of sunshine. Sunshine reminded me of warmth. Warmth reminded me of Ryan. Ryan reminded me of safety and love.

My boyfriend picked up the broken pieces and sighed lightly before looking at me with a smile. " Watch and learn baby boy." he says. Just then, he walks over to a drawer and pulls out a lighter. Suddenly, I feel scared.

Fire scares me, a lot. My dad used to put his cigarettes out on me when I was seven years old, so anything that burned actually scared the crap out of me.

He took the crayon and held it over a flame for a little before quickly switching the flame of the lighter and sticking the two halves the crayon together. I clapped happily and made grabby hands tears the crayon, wanting it back.

" not now pumpkin, they need to dry." Ryan smiled. I pout and cross my arms over my chest. " B-But I want it n-now!" I whine. Ryan sighs and walks over to me. I sigh and look back down at the coloring book, focussing on coloring a handsome prince that I called Ryan.

Because he looked like my Ryan.

And because Ryan was royalty to me.

" Ryan, I'm going out for a bit, Kay?" Andy says as he looks down at his phone. Ryan nodded and said bye.

When Andy left, Ryan swung my barstool seat so that I was facing him. " you know, Daddy likes being called Daddy. Baby boy. And when you keep calling me it.. over.. and over.." Ryan wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him, and for some reason my instinct was to wrap my legs around his waist.

I blush brightly, knowing that all I have on is a white skirt, grey sweater and white undies. I should have worn leggings...

" You're so beautiful, you know that?" Ryan mumbles and he kisses me. I kiss back passionately, whimpering slightly. His hand makes his way to my thigh, squeezing it lightly. I gasp, trying my hardest not to be too too loud.

My thighs were very, very, very, sensitive to touches like this. " You sound pretty like this, you know?" Ryan chuckled. I blushed and looked at him through my eyelashes. " N-No I don't.. Daddy."

Ryan growled- not in an angry way and attacked my neck with kisses and bites.

well fuck, okay then.

" R-Ryan.. should we go somewhere more private?" I ask, biting my lip softly. Ryan smirks, but it quickly drops.

" Baby.. this would be your first time-- and.. I don't want you to be disappointed or-"

" H-How could I be d-disap-ppointed if I h-haven't done it.. D-Daddy." I whisper innocently. Ryan growled again and picked me up, his hands under my bum. " What ever you say, pumpkin. I'll make this worth it, okay?" Ryan whispers to me. I blush and kiss not his neck as we head up the stairs.

" Okay."

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Fuck.

Fuck.

Fuck.

That was just.. fuck.

me and Ryan at side by side, out of breath. I roll to my side and cuddle into his side, which he quickly wrapped his arms around me. " W-Wow." I giggle.

He chuckles and kisses my forehead. " Wow is right little one." he responded. " Was that really your first time? I mean, you seemed experienced when you crawled right on my lap-"