The Barbie Act

Chapter 5 : Cemetery

                Autumm pov

I get into my car and pull out the pack of cigarettes and light one . I start my car and turn the radio all the way up . I drive around town for a awhile until I decide to go to the Cemetery.  I drive up there and park my car I hop out of the door and walk tough the rusted gates . I walk for awhile until I stop at two graves . I read both in my head Adam Rivers a father and a husband who will be missed dearly, I turn my head to the other one which read Riley Rivers, A wonderful child and brother. I sat on the grass in between the two headstones, About four years ago my father and brother went to go get all of our school supplies and my brother went with him because for some reason he loved to go to Wal-Mart .

  After the got our of  Wal-Mart they got into a really bad accident to the point where it instantly killed Riley, my dad didn't die that quick like Riley he was hospitalized for a good two weeks until his heart stoped beating  . The doctor's don't even know why that happened to him, Ever since that day my life's never been the same . After the first three weeks my mom made me go to a therapist because I would cry all the time ,never eat, I blamed everything that happen on me because if I went Riley wouldn't have come because mom would have made him stay home for some reason . The Therapist never did help thoe i still cry all the time and even still blame me, a lot of the times I have nightmares of it happening over and over again to the point where I wake up screaming or crying . 

After a year passed mom even blamed me for dad and Rileys death, She even became less like herself she became an alcohol and smoked cigarettes, ( which she never did ). She found Dave on a dating site and unfortunately they " fell in love ", (to be honest I don't believe in love at all I think it's pretty stupid if you ask me) .  I never really liked Dave ,he was an asshole to me all the time but the only good thing that came out from him moving in with us is that Paisley his daughter lives with us . Paisley is problaythe closet family member to me and one of my best friendsI would never take a bullet for her . I continue to sit and let my thoughts process I even forget about what happened between Mr.Booker and me, for some strange reason this place always clams me down and makes me feel safer here than at my house or at friends places .  I slowly get up and brush the dirt off my pants and look one more time at the headstones  " Good-bye guys love you " I said while whispering.  I walked away and got back in my car taking a long deep breath, after sitting their for awhile I decide to go home .

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Sorry if there is any miss spelled words I'm lazy ! ♡