I reach for Bingu's hands feeling my heart about to give up on itself. But the walker grabs her by the arm jerking her back and she screams.
"No!" I scream I quickly lift the left side of my leg grabbing Bingu's arm and kick the walker away from her.
"I can't shoot! I don't want to hit Jaeyoon!" Jimin said from behind.
Hyungwon and V on the side both aim there guns at the walker quickly shooting it in the head.
Me and Bingu fell to the floor and I scoot away from the walker as far as possible.
V, Hyungwon and a couple of the guys head outside to see if any walkers were around the area.
I part the hug from Bingu and I cup her face feeling her tears on my hands. I move my hands to her arms and felt the whole world pause.
No..
How could I have let this happened? ..
"Unnie!" Bingu cried as she hugged me tightly.
"Jaeyoon is she hurt-" I hear Jimin call out.
But I ignored him feeling tears overwhelm from my eyes as I saw a glimpse of a deep scratch the walker made with its fingernails onto Bingu's arm. I quickly hold onto her hoisting her up rushing to the sink. A hollow began to form from my chest and adrenaline rushed through my veins nothing but panic going through my mind.
This can't be really happening. .
"Jaeyoon-" The guys called out.
"Unnie.." Bingu called out my name.
I began to cry trying to manage myself to know what was about to happen. No.
No!
Please!
Just No!
I placed her onto the counter top wiping my tears trying to catch my breath, The guys became silent aware of what the situation.
She was going to change..
Bingu continued crying and I too couldn't bring myself to stop.
"Shh. Shh. It's okay-" I try to catch my breath from crying, "Unnie will help you okay? Unnie will help you." My voice cracked. Her cries made my heart sink deeper into my chest.
I grabbed a towel wetting it with water and wipe the cut on Bingu's hand as she winced in pain. Her little hands gripped mine and she screamed from the pain. "Unnie-" She cried, "Please st- stop it!" More tears streamed down her eyes.
I stopped myself knowing wiping the cut was going to do nothing knowing the fact the disease was already cut into her flesh. I looked into her scared eyes dropping the towel from my hands,
"Bingu.." I cried out hugging her tightly. "I'm so sorry.."
I lifted Bingu up off the counter and made our way to our bedroom walking past the guys.
"Jaeyoon-" Jin called out my name.
"I'm sorry." I sniffed, more tears streamed out my face. "But me and Bingu would like some alone time with each other." Bingu silently cried in my arms closing her eyes.
The guys came back inside the house closing the door shut, "There are no other walkers around." Namjoon said and found himself to stop breathing knowing how quiet it was in the house.
Me and Bingu entered our room and her crying became much softer than how it was earlier. I laid her down on the bed covering her with the blanket leaving her arms out of it. Pushing her hair behind her ears the tears couldn't stop coming as I sat beside her on the bed.
