Toshiro's POV
Where did i came from?
Who are my parents?
Are they still alive?
Are they thinking about me?
Or they already forget me?
That questions is always on my mind.
And the question i really i ask is.
Why did they leave me?
Am i a burden or something?
I break my thoughts when Rangiku Matsumoto, my vice captain, entered the room.
"Captain, are you alright? Maybe you shouldn't do paperwork." Rangiku said concerned
"I'm fine Matsumoto. Really." I said
"Are you thinking about it again, Captain?" Rangiku asked
"What are you talking about? What do you mean?" I asked
"About the........ *says slowly and in a little bit low voice * your parents." Rangiku said
I stopped writing when i heard the word "parents".
And i didn't realize i let go of my pen.
When i heard the word "parents" or even the word
"mother" or "father" i get out of myself.
I am stressed when i heard those words.
I want to cry.
But, of course i keep it.
But, if i'm alone, i let my tears out of my eyes.
And let them flow the tears as long as they want.
My mind flows with questions.
Why? Why? Why?
"Captain, are you alright?" Rangiku asked me again.
I want to cry.
But, i won't.
I won't show it to Matsumoto.
"Captain,....................You know,.........It's okay to cry." Rangiku said
I get out of my office.
I went straight to my room.
"Captain!" Rangiku shouted at me
I just went to my room.
And left the door unlocked.
But, closed.
Rangiku followed me.
But, she only stayed in front of the door.
Not entering.
Nor even knocking.
Why do i need to live alone?
Why can't i live with my parents?
Why can't i live like the others do?
Did they throw me away?
My mind is full of questions.
I want my questions to be answered.
But, i don't have the person or persons that can answer my questions.
I cried.
Why do i need to live?
Why can't they let me die?
Why didn't i die?
I should have died in the previous battles.
If i did, i would be so happy.
I will end this nightmare.
I tried to suicide once.
But, there are things that keeping me from doing it.
Everyone.
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I want this story ever since i started to read Wattpad.
I want to know the answers about who are Toshiro's parents.
But, there are a few guesses that, that his mother and father are : Rangiku Matsumoto and Gin Ichimaru.
But, that is never revealed in the Anime nor the Manga.
Or even, states that if it is a false or truth that Matsumoto and Ichimaru are Toshiro's parents.
I want to know.
If i can message Tite Kibo, i want to know the answer.
See You In The Next Chapter
To Be Continued
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