Summer Secrets | E.D

38|"intoxicated by pleasure"

| Iris |

I bit my lip and slowly nodded, "Yes".

Without hesitation, Ethan's hands slipped my panties off.

Ethan bent down and slowly kissed my bare stomach, leaving a hickey. He slowly went lower to leave small kisses on my thigh. A moan escaped my lips, Ethan was teasing.

"Ethan..." I slightly pushed his head down, I just wanted to feel it already.

A smirk formed on his face and he finally connected his tongue with my heat. I couldn't help but let out a moan. I gripped the bed sheets out of extreme pleasure. This felt better than last time. Loud moans of me gasping for his name couldn't be held in.

Right as I was just about to reach my high, Ethan stopped.

"E?" I groan looking down at him with sad eyes.

Ethan licked his lips and took off his basket ball shorts. His boner could be seen through the shorts.

Ethan skirked as he slowly took his boxers off, "Don't worry baby girl, you'll feel that again soon."

His eyes stared at my breats still hidden in my bra, which caused him to smirk. He took my hand, pulling me up, and un clipped my bra with one hand.

Ethan pushed me back down into the bed and spread my legs wide open.

He bent down into the crook of my neck and I felt his length against my thigh as he whispered into my ear.

"It might hurt, but you'll be intoxicated with pleasure soon," Ethan leaned back and smirked at me.

I heard stories of my friends losing their virginities, they all said it was extremely painful, but it gets better.

Ethan and I were in the missionary position.

He looked down at me before going in for permission. I nodded.

Ethan slowly inserted his length inside me and I winced in pain. Ethan had to be at least 7 inches. I held onto the sheets tight.

Ethan thrusted inside me slowly, but started to go faster over time. The pain began to slowly go away, and I was indeed intoxicated by pleasure.

I think Ethan knew I was enjoying it now, I opened my eyes for a split second and he was smirking. Before, he looked at me with sad eyes, not wanting to hurt me.

Ethan began to thrust hard, which caused me to moan even louder. A few moans and grunts came from Ethan.

"Ethan!" I yelled out as I reached my high.

Seconds later, Ethan climaxed.

My first time having sex.

Ethan plopped onto the bed next to me and we both gasped for air.

"You like?" Ethan chuckled.

I smirked as I wiped the sweat off my forehead.

"I was expecting better," I lied. It was amazing.

Ethan stopped his panting and turned to hover over top of me.

"Are you asking for a round 2, Iris?" Ethan smirked. "I'll go even harder," Ethan leaned down to kiss me neck,"And better."

I gulped. He already did go hard and good.

I bit my lip, "Fuck, I can't even lie. You're amazing."

Ethan smirked and layed back down next to me, "That's what I thought."

"That was my first time having sex...secret time," I whispered into his ear.

Ethan's eyes widened, as if he forgot about our deal. He turned to face me as he wrapped his arms around me.

"I may have one particular secret in mind," Ethan muttered staring at me.

I egged him on with my eyes for him to continue talking.

"This is something nobody knows, but I'm sure they could tell," Ethan began. "It's something I didn't know that I'm capable of doing."

I looked deep into Ethan's eyes preparing myself for another horrid story about his fucked up past.

Ethan let out a deep breathe and said his secret that startled me.

"I love you."

"I love you too, Ethan."

My life is so fuuuycking confusing since last time i wrote avout the guy I've been talking to