Cross My Heart (on hold)

A Night In The Life Of...

Kevin POV:

Melissa looked up at me and had tears in her eyes. "Come on bae don't do this. Don't cry. I swear I can't stand to see you cry another time." I damn near pleaded. "I...... Kevin I...." She stuttered. "You don't have to answer. You don't have to say anything... But I love you Melissa and imma say it until you get it. Imma say it until you believe that I love you and you're the only one I want. Fuck all them other hoes. FUCK Alecia. She ain't shit and she never was ! You the only one I want Melissa. You the only one... I swear I'll never get within 10 feet of her never again if you don't want me to. I just want you...I just want you." I told her. She was still looking at me and I never turned my head not one time. I needed her to know what this was. Never in my life have I ever begged for a female, and here I am doing just that. I put all my pride and my humility aside for her and let her see how much I want her...how much I need her. She's different. She's not like any other girl that I've ever fucked with. It's crazy how I feel about her. I'd never imagined falling in love with a girl I've only been fucking with for basically half a year. I never thought I'd be ready to settle down with someone this fast. But she's worth it. If I don't have any girl I'll be fine with just Melissa.

"Why you gotta do this..." She half whined. I couldn't say anything. I just looked up at her. "We could've been perfect...just when I was starting to let myself love you....just after I gave you play....you fucked me over. And I just knew that that shit wast true. I just knew that shit wasn't real. And then I saw it with my own eyes. And from then on, I told myself I wouldn't give a fuck no more and that I would be cold hearted again just like my instincts told me too. But then you started texting me everyday. Calling me all the time. And I started thinkin, 'fuck him ! It's not worth answering' but in the back of my mind I always wanted to. All I wanted was for everything to be ok again. But I just knew it wouldn't. I had to say fuck you in order to keep from crying...I had to hate you in order to forget about all my pain. And now you're back tellin me how much you love me...tellin me you not lettin me go. But what does that even mean kevin ? What is that gonna change. I wanna be with you...but you fucked up Kevin. You fucked up..." She said. "I know....I know Melissa. But I'm willing to show you that I'm not about fuckin around on you. I want you, I always did. I ain't have no intentions on even talkin to that hoe. She a snake, she knew what the fuck she was doin, and my dumb ass fell for that scandalous shit. But bae, I promise. On my life, I don't wanna ever hurt you again...." I held her face and moved her to look me in my eyes. When I looked at her, she smiled. "I thought I never see that again..." I said in relief a little. I let go of her face. "You ass." She laughed a little while pushing me a bit. I grabbed her and pulled her to me. I pulled her in my lap and wrapped my arms around her. "But this ass love you though..." I said kissing her. She kissed me back and I felt like we were back to normal. 'I got my baby back...' I thought to myself.

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Jerrick POV:

I had gotten a call about another hit. This time it was personal though. My nigga TK told me some nigga thought he had a big enough pair of balls to run in my Patna trap, and steal all his shit. Little did that nigga know...that's gone cost him his life...

All of my niggas was with me. You fuck with one you fuck with all of us. Me, TK and KC all rode in my black SUV. I use this big muhhfucka strictly for my dirty work. No license plates, no tracking devices no nothin. Undetectable. "Pull up right there, that's the spot." TK pointed. I parked around the corner. "So I say we run up in they shit..anybody we see take em out on sight. Then we find that lil nigga, make him tell me where my shit is...then end that lil nigga..." TK said getting hype. I looked at that nigga like he was crazy. "Number 1. Keep yo day job my nigga. 2. Bitch this ain't scar face and I damn sure ain't no muthafuckin Tony Montana. You wanna die tonight cuh ?" I seriously asked him. He stood quiet and looked at me. "Lil nigga might be new to the game but neva underestimate ya opponents cus." KC said. "Iight then nigga what we gon do ?" TK said getting aggravated. "Chill nigga, I do this shit everyday. You sit back and hand me the silencer nigga." I told him. He did as I said and then I continued. "KC you know this young nigga ? He be around y'all turf or somethin ?" "TK did business with em once. I ain't neva seen the lil nigga..." He said. "TK...you think he know who KC is ?" I questioned. "Nah, he ain't eva seen KC...I doubt it." He answered shrugging his shoulders. "He know me though apparently...prolly you too nigga." He said referring to me. That sparked an idea. Everybody knows me, but nobody knows my personal life. They don't know who I fuck with or who I do business with. He wouldn't know that I know TK. "Look this the plan." I said catching their attention. "I'm just a customer lookin to get at some product. Word is, he got the good. You think he gon turn me down ? Hell nah. So I get inside the spot, check everything out do a body count and shit and y'all call me 5 mins after you see my ass walk in. 5 minutes exactly. No shorter, no longer. I'm pretending I'm on the phone with my girl or whateva and we come up with a code word and when I say it...that's yo cue. Don't question it, don't second guess it, just know that's yo cue. Y'all gon come through the front. Bust anybody you see besides my ass iight ? Don't worry bout me imma hold shit down until y'all get there. Then when y'all do...he's all yours TK." I said. KC nodded and TK rubbed his hands together and grinned. I could see him already letting the power get to his head. "Aye nigga ! Don't be gettin trigger happy. Keep all that shit to a minimum. Less is more my nigga." I stressed him.