Cross My Heart (on hold)

I Hate You,I love You

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Kevin POV:

After what happened the other day, I haven't been doing anything lately. Just thinking. Sitting and thinking. I haven't talked to Melissa either but if I could I would. She been avoiding my texts and I'm pretty sure she blocked my number. I know I fucked up but damn man. She won't even let me explain. She ain't having it.

"Whassup witcha playboy." Lamar said coming downstairs. "Not a damn thing..." I said shaking my head and slapping hands with him. "Still thinkin bout it ?" He said flopping down on the couch beside me. I shook my head yes. "Look man. Just give it time. She just need time. She talked to me the other day about everything and she just hurtin right now. Melissa is a good girl she ain't one of them difficult ass scandalous hoes and she love you as much as you love her even though her stubborn ass won't admit it." " That's what I'm fucked up about. She ain't one of them hoes that got somethin to lose. Which mean she can just say fuck it and find any other nigga to replace me." I explained. Lamar knew I was right. We both knew that if Melissa wanted to she could leave my ass and be on the next one just like that. Shit, I could to. But what I could do and what I want to do are two different things. I'm not having that. Melissa is mine ! "Look, just wait it out. I mean the girl got a reason to be pissed at yo ass anyway so you can't exactly be mad if she say fuck it. Speakin of 'fuck it' why the hell did yo dumb ass fuck Alecia... Wait, did you fuck Alecia ?" Lamar interrogated me. "Yo I really can't even tell you." I said honestly. I figured I did, everything added up. But I don't remember shit. "What you mean you can't even tell me, nigga you already fucked over. What you gotta hide ?" Lamar laughed. "Shutup nigga. I mean I don't remember shit. We all showed up then the girls showed up. We was havin a good time, you was tryna get at some lil thotty and then we started taking shots. I remember bits and pieces of bein in the Parkin lot but I couldn't tell yo ass how I got to cici's . Shit, when I woke up that morning I almost didn't know where the hell I was. And Alecia was layin next to me in a bra and some panties. Two minutes later I'm tryna manage havin a hangover and pullin Melissa off of Alecia..." Lamar started laughing. "Fight ain't even last 5 minutes and Alecia got her ass beat." He cracked up. "Wait. How was you even there ? Did you have a night cap at cici and them house too ?" I asked. "Nah. Melissa came here lookin for yo ass screamin and shit and she made me drive her to cici crib. I was supposed to stay in the car with her son but I knew Melissa hot headed ass was gon try to get in some shit so I ran in and in just the right time." He explained. Here lately I been kinda skeptic of Melissa and Lamar relationship. But I know Melissa and I definitely know Lamar and I can trust them both. Lamar been my nigga since forever. He wouldn't do that to me.

"I got a question for ya." Lamar spoke up. "Yeah ?" "If you don't know for sure if you fucked Alecia then how the hell did Melissa know ?" He asked. He made a point. That was a good ass question. I sat and thought for a second but nothing came to mind. "Shit, you right. How the hell did Melissa know somethin was goin on ? She didn't know we went to the club and she damn sure didn't know I was around Alecia." I said aloud. "Check yo phone maybe you was drunk texting or something." Lamar laughed. He may have been joking but I was about to do exactly what he said. I picked up my phone and went to my call log. No calls that night to Melissa. She called me at like 2 something in the morning or something like that but I was probably way past gone when that happened. Then I went through my texts. I noticed something that I hadn't noticed before. There was a video that was sent from my phone to Melissa. "The fuck is this ?" I asked aloud to myself. I clicked on it and the video started to play. At first it showed me sleeping. Alecia was obviously the one recording. I kept watching the video and then it showed Alecia with her legs wrapped around me while she was smiling. "He's mine bitch !... Always was." She said. Then she turned and kissed me. After that the video was done. "Shit !" I said throwing my phone. "I knew I never should've fucked with Alecia. All y'all niggas told me to watch out but my nice happy go lucky ass had to give her a chance. I knew the moment she told me she caught feelings shit went bad. I just didn't want to admit it. I just had to be the good nigga and try to stay friends with her crazy ass.....lesson learned.