Exist to be happy

warning

I'm not gonna say this again. For the people who get confused-
1.The sentences inside the apostrophe ('.....') means it's their mind voice
2.The sentences inside the quotation marks (".......") means their talking.
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"what?, what do you want ?"

I am irritated beyond the truth.

"hey Im just thinking about going out, you know like a date?"

He asked me like I cared.

"oooh... But you know... I... I..." I fake stumbled.

"No... It's ok if you don't want to go out" he stated acting sad.

'Yay... I'm happy now but you know what?He deserves the truth, doesn't he?'

"yes thanks. I don't want to go out... especially with the guy who dumbed Elise one month ago like a dick head."

Elise, she is not my friend. She is just a pretty innocent girl. The rumour started to spread like wildfire when he dumbed her. Then the sources confirmed it. You know what source means. It's others mouths ' Yea filthy mouths' I am not into gossips. But this was a big deal for the good amount of time.

I don't know what she saw in him. Like others she'll state some shits. Ok let's move on.

This guy, Elise ex-Bernard was trying to date me for no reason. I don't like him. He is such a dimwit. He is trying for one week, and I am tired of drama.

Enough drama Herzel. Yea that's me. Herzel or Zel.

His jaw is opened in shock.

I shrugged and moved from there.

Yea I never gave a chance to anyone. I don't need anyone. I need my awesome badass self only. I have two badass friends too. One is Trainer and other one is bally.

'Nah that's not their names. Trainer name is Tiara and bally is Beth. The names I gave them are cool.

They hate it but it's cool.

Walking to the hall full of students I spotted the two

"bally and trainer!Wow!You two look absolutely horr-"

Bally hit my head with a book.

"okay absolutely si-"

Trainer gave me a hell of a look.

"absolutely beautiful. Love your outfits. I need to get that. Where can I get em?

I fake acted enthusiastically.

"sorry we can't say That" bally mentioned.

I rolled my eyes.

"I'm going Mr. Crabby place after this, wanna join? It'll be so much fun you know?" I winked at them.

They were looking at me like 'Are you crazy right now?'

Mr. Crabby is the little jazz pub. I work there as a singer. Yea don't you believe me ?..... It's ok. Well actually I am a part time singer. I like to play guitar, piano and drums. I can form my own band group. I will name it 'zel the awesome'. That's little bit dramatic. I work with other small clubs and pubs too but crabby is my favourite. It's a reputed jazz club. Many famous people come there for a drink and to enjoy the evenings. Singing there is bit of a chance to be popular. I don't know whether they like my singing or not, I work to get money. Some say good things about my singing, but I don't care unless I got paid.